catboner

it was pouring rain all night last night, but for some reason we had twice as many kids coming to the door this year. it was a huge pain in the ass just walking three blocks from my house to a party, with an umbrella, but kids were out everywhere getting candy. that's pure fucking dedication.

at work today, i had the same song on repeat for the entire shift. neither the boss, who was there the whole time, nor any of the customers, some of whom stayed for quite a while noticed. and it wasn't a very good song either.

i just got up. the air is orange. sunlight is even more orange. its not overcast, its smoke.

today nothing really seems worthwhile. maybe i'm just tired, but i honestly don't have motivation to do anything at all really.

however, i did trim my pubes.

how is it that there's nothing worthwhile going on tonight?

why is it that i have to be totally fucking broke every time i find a new decent record shop?

and tonight i really noticed that i need to start going to LA all the time again.

whats with this weather?

its the end of october. i should be able to put on a jacket fior fuck's sake.

i have no idea what to say. i'm fucking numb.

this year just wont quit.

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