I saw the movie CRASH tonight. It was excellent. I don't know that I'd watch it again, but I found it to be amazingly well-constructed and a dead-on social commentary on humanity in L.A. Hell, humanity in general. Depressing food for thought. If you'd like to discuss it, message me. I don't want to ruin it for others. (what happened, did't we used to have...
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Ok. It's ok. It another fucking abcess. $168 later.
I'm
at 
for fighting, but I'm glad he's not 
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I'm
at for fighting, but I'm glad he's not .
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van_goghs_ear:
so glad to hear your kitty is ok, i love cats more than other animal. i hope he has plenty of more years with you beautiful!!!!
lolo:
xxx
My kitty has a lump in his tummy. I am trying really hard not to flip the fuck out. We're going to the vet today, but still.
Moose is only the second *real* cat I've ever had. When I was a kid there were 21 feral kitties running around in the barn and yes I named all of them, but I've only had 2 since...
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Moose is only the second *real* cat I've ever had. When I was a kid there were 21 feral kitties running around in the barn and yes I named all of them, but I've only had 2 since...
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Woo. Biggest. Spaz. Ever.
After 7 hours or crying, an Effexor and a Percocet, crying to darling little sister and my sweet sweet mom, lying in a dark room with a blue Lava lamp and an icy eye pack, listening to Debussy's "Snowflakes are Dancing" hugging Little Big Bird and a decent night's sleep, I'm feeling much, much better today. I'm glad to finally get...
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After 7 hours or crying, an Effexor and a Percocet, crying to darling little sister and my sweet sweet mom, lying in a dark room with a blue Lava lamp and an icy eye pack, listening to Debussy's "Snowflakes are Dancing" hugging Little Big Bird and a decent night's sleep, I'm feeling much, much better today. I'm glad to finally get...
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marge:
You are beautiful.
I don't understand people who hate and insult and judge based on weight. Weight doesn't hurt on-lookers, but fucked up comments about weight hurt and debilitate those who have to endure them. Sometimes I want to slap the shit out of humanity for being so ugly. I know I'm not making a lot of sense, I'm feeling rather inarticulate right now. recap: You're lovely, and people are stupid. Fin.
I don't understand people who hate and insult and judge based on weight. Weight doesn't hurt on-lookers, but fucked up comments about weight hurt and debilitate those who have to endure them. Sometimes I want to slap the shit out of humanity for being so ugly. I know I'm not making a lot of sense, I'm feeling rather inarticulate right now. recap: You're lovely, and people are stupid. Fin.
van_goghs_ear:
so glad to hear you are feeling better now, keep a positive attitude if possible, don't let others run you down. i hope you had agreat time out last night, i'm going out tonight and i can't wait. the only way it could get better was if you were there to join me 
I'm pms-y now and completely insane. I will regret this entry. I am usually not so self-loathing. Or at least I pretend not to be, because if I thought about it this much all the time, my eyes would turn to dust.
This is a reaction to the "Has Eliska started a trend" thread.
Desidia said "ew" at a size 14.
That got me thinking...
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This is a reaction to the "Has Eliska started a trend" thread.
Desidia said "ew" at a size 14.
That got me thinking...
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shal:
I used to have a membership to the Aquarium, and have petted the sharks (and rays) many, many times. 
geekygoo:
Darling you are beautiful. In fact you are more than beautiful. You are down right freaking sexy!
I read the same thread you are talking about and people can be shallow. I am a size 28. I would love to be a size 14. But I am not. And you know what, screw them! I happen to have a Hubbybear who thinks I am pretty hot. I may not be a size 14, but I can use the sexy assets I have to be more beautiful.
Hang in there. Keep looking in that mirror every morning and tell yourself that you are hot. You are sexy. The more you believe it, the more others will believe it. Then soon, those who say "size 14..ew" wont mater to you anymore.
HUGS
I read the same thread you are talking about and people can be shallow. I am a size 28. I would love to be a size 14. But I am not. And you know what, screw them! I happen to have a Hubbybear who thinks I am pretty hot. I may not be a size 14, but I can use the sexy assets I have to be more beautiful.
Hang in there. Keep looking in that mirror every morning and tell yourself that you are hot. You are sexy. The more you believe it, the more others will believe it. Then soon, those who say "size 14..ew" wont mater to you anymore.
HUGS
Uuuuughghghgh... 
I went to the dentist today and there were FOUR freakin hands in my mouth, two cotton balls, a metal strip, a piece of plastic and permanent cement. ( if you don't know, I'm not fond of the dentist in the first place.) Since it was "non-invasive", the did not give me nitrous.
And the FUCKING crown breaks in two. Goddammit, now I have...
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I went to the dentist today and there were FOUR freakin hands in my mouth, two cotton balls, a metal strip, a piece of plastic and permanent cement. ( if you don't know, I'm not fond of the dentist in the first place.) Since it was "non-invasive", the did not give me nitrous.
And the FUCKING crown breaks in two. Goddammit, now I have...
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prockgirlscout:
Wow. Your day was certainly a mixed bag. 
I'm glad some of it was good.
Bummer you're moving. I'm going to be in PDX on Feb. 19th.
I'm glad some of it was good.
Bummer you're moving. I'm going to be in PDX on Feb. 19th.
rdpixie:
Wow! Crazy up and down madness! But yay new stuff is always good! And I also love evil monkey! He rocks!
Anyways, just came to leave a message after reading a thread on the messageboard to say that never ever feel f-ugly because you look gorgeous in your photos!
Anyways, just came to leave a message after reading a thread on the messageboard to say that never ever feel f-ugly because you look gorgeous in your photos!
Well my plans for today were mercilessly foiled so they're being forced to tomorrow. Tonight i went with my sister to her ceramics class where I seem to have impressed the fuck outta everyone there with my "breathtaking" clay rendition of a Japanese-style koi that is "to die for". (I'll sell it to ya!) I was actually surprised at how much I missed working with...
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prockgirlscout:
Hey! I'm gonna be in your hood next month.
van_goghs_ear:
damn you have afull day tommorow. too bad your plans fell through for the vening but hey it happens. trader joe's is fucking great!!!
Awwwwwwwwwww, why is _Twitch_ gone?? Someone go buy her a new membership or something, I only have 2 girl friends on here! 
Not that you boys are anything to snarf at.
Soooooooo.....what are we doin' today? I need an evening out.
Not that you boys are anything to snarf at.
Soooooooo.....what are we doin' today? I need an evening out.
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van_goghs_ear:
ha i'm just talking non sense anyway. definitely good luck at the tiki bar!!! report back on whether it was agood time or not.
alpo:
I'd say that hearing about your feedbag proclivities makes me want to go out with you before you fly south that much more, but cruelheartedboy keeps elbowing me off my barstool whenever I try to talk to you.
Right then. Couches are moved. And I'ma smoke my VERY LAST BOWL (<~~~~~help me! ) and watch some dvds and scarf some Meskin food. Mmm..arroz con pollo con frijoles y insalata y una cerveza.
tallalalala....
) and watch some dvds and scarf some Meskin food. Mmm..arroz con pollo con frijoles y insalata y una cerveza.
tallalalala....
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galaxie63:
mmm... meskin!
alpo:
So can I strap on your feedbag? 
He wrote a lot of words, haha.
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