*zzzzzz..hrrghkkgh...zzz*
Sleeping with eyes open sucks ass.
Car getting brakes done. Fuckers. $250 gone. But maybe I'll survive the trip.
Just had dinner with people I hadn't seen since I was 5. Ate alligator, crawfish etoufee, Mississippi mud pie and a mojito. Mmmmmo-jito. I <3 Montage.
Can't comment back, too busy crying over missing my kitty, packing, painting, etc. Must catch a 5hour nap...
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Sleeping with eyes open sucks ass.
Car getting brakes done. Fuckers. $250 gone. But maybe I'll survive the trip.
Just had dinner with people I hadn't seen since I was 5. Ate alligator, crawfish etoufee, Mississippi mud pie and a mojito. Mmmmmo-jito. I <3 Montage.
Can't comment back, too busy crying over missing my kitty, packing, painting, etc. Must catch a 5hour nap...
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van_goghs_ear:
damn hurry up and get that internet back up and running i'm going to miss ya!!! please get aim when you get your internet back alos, for me 
Oh, shit that was disturbing.
I had a dream that I killed Patrick Swayze. He was an abuser and deserved to die. I did it by stepping on his chest and crushing his vitals under crunchy ribs. I jumped a little. My mom was there. He was very quiet when he died, alhtough he bled way too much. My #1 crush from highschool and a...
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I had a dream that I killed Patrick Swayze. He was an abuser and deserved to die. I did it by stepping on his chest and crushing his vitals under crunchy ribs. I jumped a little. My mom was there. He was very quiet when he died, alhtough he bled way too much. My #1 crush from highschool and a...
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van_goghs_ear:
yeah i think you got it right, i'm sure patrick swayze was just a fill in for your ex. i've been having some weird fucking dreams within the last few weeks too. havent had one in the last 4 or 5 days though. hopefully you're sleeping well right now without any bad dreams!!
pmonkeyesquire:
Gnomie is so hot for it! He wants me to set up a meeting! 
OOMG I am drunk drunnk drunk.
10 shots of Cruzaan dark rum and I am GONE. Jnow why? cause I had the second crowen put on my stupid tooth yesterday. And It broke AGain. And it has been rubbing my poor tongue rraw all day and it huuuuuuuuuuuurts so at my wonderful dad's suggestion I got DRUNK/ I have'mnt been this wasted in a loooong...
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10 shots of Cruzaan dark rum and I am GONE. Jnow why? cause I had the second crowen put on my stupid tooth yesterday. And It broke AGain. And it has been rubbing my poor tongue rraw all day and it huuuuuuuuuuuurts so at my wonderful dad's suggestion I got DRUNK/ I have'mnt been this wasted in a loooong...
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van_goghs_ear:
you lived with a pornstar? was she one then? her fake tits don't look all that great though.
van_goghs_ear:
get some sleep girly!!! and get your preparations for the trip done!!!!
4 days 'til I leave. Yikes. My room looks like...I don't even know what it looks like; I've never seen it quite like this. But I am the queen of shambles-before-order, so I guess it's not that bad.
I saw Gossip play the Wonder Ballroom the other night. They were SO rad. I took my sister and she had a great time too 'til the...
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I saw Gossip play the Wonder Ballroom the other night. They were SO rad. I took my sister and she had a great time too 'til the...
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van_goghs_ear:
ha you watch the o.c. 
*Breeeeeeeeeeeeeeathe*
ahhhhh....What a perfect day.
Bright, sunny and COLD.
I got a lot of things done today. Cleaned the car for the trip. Found lots of treasures in the trunk and the garage. Organized stuff put in storage or take with.
Awesome, awesome day. I have no excuse being in here writing when there's still sun left. Perhaps later...and I'll respond to eveyone who commented...
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ahhhhh....What a perfect day.
Bright, sunny and COLD.
I got a lot of things done today. Cleaned the car for the trip. Found lots of treasures in the trunk and the garage. Organized stuff put in storage or take with.
Awesome, awesome day. I have no excuse being in here writing when there's still sun left. Perhaps later...and I'll respond to eveyone who commented...
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kimi:
hi ya. Did you ever get your toy question answered? If not, I know a great website. Lots of reviews and such.
p.s.- you are a cutie
p.s.- you are a cutie
fatality:
Welcome to the Halo!
I saw the movie CRASH tonight. It was excellent. I don't know that I'd watch it again, but I found it to be amazingly well-constructed and a dead-on social commentary on humanity in L.A. Hell, humanity in general. Depressing food for thought. If you'd like to discuss it, message me. I don't want to ruin it for others. (what happened, did't we used to have...
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anton:
I can't wait to read Songs Of The Doomed. I've been getting through every word he wrote for the past few years.
He wrote a lot of words, haha.
He wrote a lot of words, haha.
mezra:
if it makes you feel better i reply to mine as well
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Ok. It's ok. It another fucking abcess. $168 later.
I'm
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for fighting, but I'm glad he's not 
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I'm
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van_goghs_ear:
so glad to hear your kitty is ok, i love cats more than other animal. i hope he has plenty of more years with you beautiful!!!!
lolo:
xxx
My kitty has a lump in his tummy. I am trying really hard not to flip the fuck out. We're going to the vet today, but still.
Moose is only the second *real* cat I've ever had. When I was a kid there were 21 feral kitties running around in the barn and yes I named all of them, but I've only had 2 since...
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Moose is only the second *real* cat I've ever had. When I was a kid there were 21 feral kitties running around in the barn and yes I named all of them, but I've only had 2 since...
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Woo. Biggest. Spaz. Ever.
After 7 hours or crying, an Effexor and a Percocet, crying to darling little sister and my sweet sweet mom, lying in a dark room with a blue Lava lamp and an icy eye pack, listening to Debussy's "Snowflakes are Dancing" hugging Little Big Bird and a decent night's sleep, I'm feeling much, much better today. I'm glad to finally get...
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After 7 hours or crying, an Effexor and a Percocet, crying to darling little sister and my sweet sweet mom, lying in a dark room with a blue Lava lamp and an icy eye pack, listening to Debussy's "Snowflakes are Dancing" hugging Little Big Bird and a decent night's sleep, I'm feeling much, much better today. I'm glad to finally get...
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marge:
You are beautiful.
I don't understand people who hate and insult and judge based on weight. Weight doesn't hurt on-lookers, but fucked up comments about weight hurt and debilitate those who have to endure them. Sometimes I want to slap the shit out of humanity for being so ugly. I know I'm not making a lot of sense, I'm feeling rather inarticulate right now. recap: You're lovely, and people are stupid. Fin.
I don't understand people who hate and insult and judge based on weight. Weight doesn't hurt on-lookers, but fucked up comments about weight hurt and debilitate those who have to endure them. Sometimes I want to slap the shit out of humanity for being so ugly. I know I'm not making a lot of sense, I'm feeling rather inarticulate right now. recap: You're lovely, and people are stupid. Fin.
van_goghs_ear:
so glad to hear you are feeling better now, keep a positive attitude if possible, don't let others run you down. i hope you had agreat time out last night, i'm going out tonight and i can't wait. the only way it could get better was if you were there to join me
I'm pms-y now and completely insane. I will regret this entry. I am usually not so self-loathing. Or at least I pretend not to be, because if I thought about it this much all the time, my eyes would turn to dust.
This is a reaction to the "Has Eliska started a trend" thread.
Desidia said "ew" at a size 14.
That got me thinking...
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This is a reaction to the "Has Eliska started a trend" thread.
Desidia said "ew" at a size 14.
That got me thinking...
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shal:
I used to have a membership to the Aquarium, and have petted the sharks (and rays) many, many times.
geekygoo:
Darling you are beautiful. In fact you are more than beautiful. You are down right freaking sexy!
I read the same thread you are talking about and people can be shallow. I am a size 28. I would love to be a size 14. But I am not. And you know what, screw them! I happen to have a Hubbybear who thinks I am pretty hot. I may not be a size 14, but I can use the sexy assets I have to be more beautiful.
Hang in there. Keep looking in that mirror every morning and tell yourself that you are hot. You are sexy. The more you believe it, the more others will believe it. Then soon, those who say "size 14..ew" wont mater to you anymore.
HUGS
I read the same thread you are talking about and people can be shallow. I am a size 28. I would love to be a size 14. But I am not. And you know what, screw them! I happen to have a Hubbybear who thinks I am pretty hot. I may not be a size 14, but I can use the sexy assets I have to be more beautiful.
Hang in there. Keep looking in that mirror every morning and tell yourself that you are hot. You are sexy. The more you believe it, the more others will believe it. Then soon, those who say "size 14..ew" wont mater to you anymore.
HUGS
Uuuuughghghgh... 
I went to the dentist today and there were FOUR freakin hands in my mouth, two cotton balls, a metal strip, a piece of plastic and permanent cement. ( if you don't know, I'm not fond of the dentist in the first place.) Since it was "non-invasive", the did not give me nitrous.
And the FUCKING crown breaks in two. Goddammit, now I have...
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I went to the dentist today and there were FOUR freakin hands in my mouth, two cotton balls, a metal strip, a piece of plastic and permanent cement. ( if you don't know, I'm not fond of the dentist in the first place.) Since it was "non-invasive", the did not give me nitrous.
And the FUCKING crown breaks in two. Goddammit, now I have...
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prockgirlscout:
Wow. Your day was certainly a mixed bag. I'm glad some of it was good.
Bummer you're moving. I'm going to be in PDX on Feb. 19th.
I'm glad some of it was good.
Bummer you're moving. I'm going to be in PDX on Feb. 19th.
rdpixie:
Wow! Crazy up and down madness! But yay new stuff is always good! And I also love evil monkey! He rocks!
Anyways, just came to leave a message after reading a thread on the messageboard to say that never ever feel f-ugly because you look gorgeous in your photos!
Anyways, just came to leave a message after reading a thread on the messageboard to say that never ever feel f-ugly because you look gorgeous in your photos!