cat19237

There were many hot air balloons in Northampton this weekend. I saw about thirty. There were about seventy in all. I miss Italy.

Lodger still hasn't moved out but i'm trying not to think about it. I still have no money but i get paid tomorrow.

Going to wander around London tomorrow with someone. Don't don't where or when yet. And i have to be back here by 6ish so it'll be a short day out. I really ought to think about where. Not much time left.

film: Bewitched: better than i thought, but then i had very very low expectations for it. I still don't like the him (whats'his'name?). But i've always liked Nicole Kidman. I think this film is worse than Herbie. so it gets a 6/10.

peace, happiness, beauty. joy, innocence, affection. all the time in the world and pretty music drifting through the air. people who are good and right having clever conversation sitting on the grass, everybody in the right place at the right time. safety, freedom, a feeling of having acheived something. a flexible plan that has no consequences, that changes on whim and works out perfectly. comfort, pleasantness, adrenaline rush high. knowing what is going on and knowing it is good.

(i just needed some happy thoughts. so i wrote some down. hope they make you happy too.)

love,
Cat