cassy

distinct disadvantages of living in another country - boyfriend cuts hand (chopping an onion) almost passes out is alone, and can't drive to the hospital.
i find out about it in a text, and i'm starting to get frantic, but ends up when i get home that he's been bleeding tons and is worried it needs stitches.
i'm trying to evaluate from afar, with no pictures, just a description, and i think he should go to the hosp. so he goes, his mom and bro come to pick him up, he comes home a few hours later, and i just can't stop doting on him.
i want to make everything for him, do everything for him, i am that type of woman.
i love to nurture, and he's normally such an independent guy, that i don't have the opportunity to as much.
i have to say, the old fashioned way is the way to go.
taking care of a man has a great sense of satisfaction associated with it for me, guess because my mom's that way and that's how i was raised.
if i could do it i would make his breakfast, and bring him whatever he needs to feel better...<3
and last night before he went to the hospital i told him i loved him, and he said he loved me too....aw and it was serous not trolly like sometimes when we're playing games, or just talking.
and it made me think about how much it would suck to lose him, but that's how it should be right?
you should feel like this person means so much to you if you lost them, you'd be a bit lost yourself.
i really love him.
it feels good.
and how i get to try to spoil him from afar.
with my sweetness and thoughfulness. i'm pretty good at it <3
xoxo,
Cass