cassy

boys are so confusing sometimes. lately i've been feeling so passive agressive against josh....and it's been bugging me to even talk to him.
i think it's been deterring our conversations, and he kind of admitted that to me on the phone this morning.
i was up all night with the canadian. he's amazing btw. funny, smart, adorably nerdy - i swear, i forgot how much i love a good nerd. he's the one that's got me back into cooking, and expressing that side of me which is really something i'd missed for so long. anyhow, he makes me smile, and i dunno, i guess i'm just figuring out what the deal is with us. he taught me a new game this weekend league of legends. it's fun. i even got bex into it. ha ha. anyhow she better not out-rank me.
it's raining today and it's making me want to bake. i doubt i actually will, i'll likely play video games all day like i did yesterday learning a new game takes time, and i want to be good b/c when i actually do end up playing with him i'm afraid of sucking. that's not good. i'm going to turn josh onto this game too i think, we'll see if he likes it or not i bet he will
oh man, i miss the canadian today. he's off to his mom's to hang out with his fam and his brother, which is actually really pretty cool and exactly what i'll be doing in about 3 hours. i need to run to the grocery store and pick up a few things for the week, and that's about all i think i need to do today. not too bad.
i love running around in my victoria's secret sweats and ugg boots, oh you gotta love LA winters.


anyhow guys, xoxo,
have a great Sunday <3
Cass