cassy

song sent to me by my love.....fuck he's amazing and has the BEST taste in tunes....

oh joyous thursday, the week is almost done.
talked to the love of my life first thing this am. i was in the sbux drive thru and he called, unexpectedly and then proceeded to give me shit about being late to work and my bankers hours yeah i know i'm a slacker sometimes. normally i work 10 hour days tho so i don't feel too bad.

so at work, as you guys know i have 2 jobs. i'm the seafood buyer, and the promo manager. i'm so sick of doing 2 jobs it's riddic, and i offered to take the promo job, b/c the girl that WAS doing it quit and i took one for the team (plus a nice bump in salary of course). anyhow it's been a year doing the promo job, and quite honestly it's like project management, and babysitting the buyers, and fuck that to be honest. i really love buying, i love developing new products, i love managing my suppliers, bartering, making deals, setting up my own promos, launching new stuff, anyhow i just love buying.

so there's a buying position that opened up in our team, that i have interviewed for, and i think they are going to put me into this buying position afterall. i'd have to give up my seafood (But it's okay) i think it's best for me to broaden my horizons and actually learn this bigger category. the caveat of course is the bullshit promo job that i hate. i think they found someone to take that shit over, so they can move me to the buying job full time. please oh please. they are supposed to know beginning of next week while i'm on vaycay so WISH ME LUCK. there's been tons of behind the scenes DRAMA going on about it, and secrecy and already tell our asses so that we can make arrangements to get this crap DONE already. anyhow it'll be good to get out of the office for almost a full week. first LEGIT time off since last August.

so the fam is going to laughlin. i'm happy about this because it's one of my "happy" places, where Josh and i vacation a lot (or have). it's a great cheap place to hit the beaches of the lake, catch rays, drink beers, play in the gorgeous water, and have a blast. it'll be the first time my brother's 2 youngest kids will be there, and of course bex is an old pro, and quite the tuber actually. that is if she's not a fucking scardy cat now :/ anyhow we should have fun. i absolutely forgot it's paulina's birthday (1 year) and i need to pick up a little something for her <3

i'll miss josh but it'll be fun. i will curb my gambling by watching bex and having her stay in my room with me. this way i won't spend too much money on gambling.

i bought a new bikini (which is all i wear, yeah i'm fuckin voluptuous but i look flat and SICK in a 1 pc)...and i have a buncha stuff i need to throw together because i just found out tonight that we're actually leaving on Sunday which is fine. i haven't decided if i'm driving myself yet or not, or bex and i will drive separate. i kinda want to just b/c i'm so independent i wanna have my car there.

josh was making me swoon today this morning, and tonight. have i ever mentioned how much i truly love this man? he was hinting at the idea that work might be getting a bit slower for the next month or so, maybe a good chance for me to run back up to ohio for some camping, or just another quick weekend together before business picks up. he was telling me how much being apart has helped our relationship, because before we didn't appreciate each other, and he's completely right. everyone should try it if you survive it was meant to be, if not then it wasn't, period there are benefits to having to interact without sex. number one, we talk about so many more things than when we were together, b/c we'd much rather make out or have sex, or cuddle or sleep in each others arms than talk about how we felt, what we liked, or anything like that. we've learned a lot about each other having to only have the phone. much as i feel it's helped, it still SUCKS by the way. i wish he was here, and i could see him whenever. i'd still be just as much in love, and on tip, trust me.

okay that's about all i know for tonight
xoxo,
Cass