i know i'm a sap you guys are exposed to listening to my lovey dovey speak all the time aren't you? so this blog will be nothing new....
cute video to start, i saw it after talking to josh tonight, and i swear it makes me cry. derek and meredith however they are so different from the 2 of us, just feels like they have this one true and right love, and it's unbreakable, so i think i see that in our situation, and it just pours the emotion out of me...
had a fun filled weekend with kid, and family. missed my honey. i hate fucking holidays away from him even bullshit ones. lots of bbq, enough laughs to loose my voice too. hanging out w/my brother and he acted like the old brother i once knew, it was this brief glimpse of my bro, and it was really flipping cool.
we played craps and i almost won (100.00 pot!), we karaoked, we shopped, and i swear i stayed up too damn late both nights. last night i hennaed misa's hair until like midnight, conked out, and then got up early for what felt like a typical monday. i love work, but it was a hard day today for sure.
so hair was done friday night, that's what i i did friday:
whatcha thinks?
so it's a bit dark for my liking but im warming up to it....
and josh likes it, tonight i told him "all the boys" were liking it at work, and he's like "oh i'm so SURE they were, just BEGGING to give you a compliment"...lol.
i love it when he's jealous by the way. it's a cute jealous not a crazy jealous. he knows he's all i've ever wanted and what makes my heart beat.
speaking of which, i went about almost a week without really talking to him. we had like one semi-bad conversation, and i didn't want to start a trend, so i just backed off for awhile. plus with the busy weekend i was off dealing with fam and stuff and i gave him time to miss me, and he said he was waiting around for me to call him every night, which is so funny cuz i never would have thought that. also he was texting (which he never does) responding to texting, and being really fuckin sweet.
my theory with him, and it may not work with everyone, is that sometimes he just needs to miss me. it's not that i'm so fucking great, it's just that you take shit for granted, we all do, and i am glad to know he realized i'm special and he misses me. not like i didn't but you know what i mean.
favorite things he said to me tonight include but are not limited to:
-you know i love you
-you're really kind of beautiful
-we have a cosmic connection
-when we first met we weren't that into each other, and the sex wasn't fantastic YET because we weren't really on that level then.
-i'll trade you a blowjob for a pussy licking
like i said amidst all the other things.....i'm warm and fuzzy....and i just love him.
so sometimes, absence does make the heart grow fonder....and sometimes it hurts, and sometimes you miss each other, but you appreciate each other more in the long run with little breaks.
he's my heart.
his heart is my heart, and mine is his
<3
Cass
cute video to start, i saw it after talking to josh tonight, and i swear it makes me cry. derek and meredith however they are so different from the 2 of us, just feels like they have this one true and right love, and it's unbreakable, so i think i see that in our situation, and it just pours the emotion out of me...
had a fun filled weekend with kid, and family. missed my honey. i hate fucking holidays away from him even bullshit ones. lots of bbq, enough laughs to loose my voice too. hanging out w/my brother and he acted like the old brother i once knew, it was this brief glimpse of my bro, and it was really flipping cool.
we played craps and i almost won (100.00 pot!), we karaoked, we shopped, and i swear i stayed up too damn late both nights. last night i hennaed misa's hair until like midnight, conked out, and then got up early for what felt like a typical monday. i love work, but it was a hard day today for sure.
so hair was done friday night, that's what i i did friday:
whatcha thinks?
so it's a bit dark for my liking but im warming up to it....
and josh likes it, tonight i told him "all the boys" were liking it at work, and he's like "oh i'm so SURE they were, just BEGGING to give you a compliment"...lol.
i love it when he's jealous by the way. it's a cute jealous not a crazy jealous. he knows he's all i've ever wanted and what makes my heart beat.
speaking of which, i went about almost a week without really talking to him. we had like one semi-bad conversation, and i didn't want to start a trend, so i just backed off for awhile. plus with the busy weekend i was off dealing with fam and stuff and i gave him time to miss me, and he said he was waiting around for me to call him every night, which is so funny cuz i never would have thought that. also he was texting (which he never does) responding to texting, and being really fuckin sweet.
my theory with him, and it may not work with everyone, is that sometimes he just needs to miss me. it's not that i'm so fucking great, it's just that you take shit for granted, we all do, and i am glad to know he realized i'm special and he misses me. not like i didn't but you know what i mean.
favorite things he said to me tonight include but are not limited to:
-you know i love you
-you're really kind of beautiful
-we have a cosmic connection
-when we first met we weren't that into each other, and the sex wasn't fantastic YET because we weren't really on that level then.
-i'll trade you a blowjob for a pussy licking
like i said amidst all the other things.....i'm warm and fuzzy....and i just love him.
so sometimes, absence does make the heart grow fonder....and sometimes it hurts, and sometimes you miss each other, but you appreciate each other more in the long run with little breaks.
he's my heart.
his heart is my heart, and mine is his
<3
Cass
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i never thought i'd be into 'that' kind of show
but i can't help it haha
i think you and your hair are gorgeous
...your hair actually looks similar to mine at the moment..
and don't worry bout it being too dark
it'll lighten up a tad after a handful of washing or so
and i'm sure it'll grow on you too
(if it doesn't lighten up and you want it to, try washing it a couple of times with a clarifying shampoo. it works wonders. it'll also help lighten up the blonde if it ever starts looking dingey...is that even a word? haha)