cassy

took some pics in the car on the way to work.....thinking of my honey suprised?

so.....i wrote a whole blog feeling sorry for myself, but i just deleted it, lol.
i teared up, and then thought, why? nothing's "wrong" and you're overthinking everything again...i do that sometimes, but hey at least i'm conscious of it.

i'm really missing the cutest boy in my life today. i'd give anything for a hug and a kiss and a cuddle and a sleep with him. me thinks it's the only thing i want for my bday in June.
i gotta find a way to make it work, need to start planning the trip.
however, i'm still not sure if i should suprise, or ask about it...ugh.......bahhhhhhh....hate the whole thing, just wanna be there already.

i have come to the conclusion that shopping at the drugstore is evil. there's all kinda pretty shiny things that tempt me, i went in for pads, and came out with 39.00 worth of shit, and forgot to buy the hair ties i needed, brilliant.

so the song i got yesterday from the sweetie is called "whole lotta love" by katie vogel. love it by the way oh and "maybe baby" also by katie vogel.

should check it out on itunes btw.


im gonna go turn in, i'm so tired.
nighters
x0x0
Cass