cassy

i'm worried about one of my best friends, earlier tonight she sent me a text that she was on the way to San Diego to see her boyfriend who was in the hospital in critical condition.
i heard the text earlier, but i didn't check it, she sent it at like 5pm.
fuck fuck fuck.
i hope i'm not one of those friends who always wants something, and now when something fucking serious happens i'm nowhere to be found.
i love how yesterday i sat around and felt fucking sorry for myself and blogged and cried, and acted like a douche, and real crap is happening out there in the world.
grrr.
i do get pissed at myself for being so ego-self-centric sometimes.
anyhow i called her, hope she calls me back.
i'm worried about her....

this is a kid who'd do anything for me, i mean anything. i love this girl. she's a great friend.
i just hope saul is okay.
say a little prayer in your heart for him tonight.

thanks,
Cass