I am startin to believe my life cant possibly get any worse!! Oh my how life can be so perfect and happy one day and do a complete 180 and be shitty as hell. I feel so alone right now...no one understands what i am going through therefore they can not symphize. Why am i always attracted to the ones that cause me pain? I...
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okay i feel like i should state the i am the biggest flirt i know and the only one who is somewhat brave enough to take any physical action to that flirting. Well I have figured out that the guy who wrote me the e-mail will come and we will have sex so on and what happens happens.
Well now putting forth the logical answer...
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hefaistos:
go you. rejection is a demon best given the finger. if someone rejects you, thier loss. btw, rejection isnt always an affront to dignity. sometimes, its just the thing we needed. never be afraid of knowing.
i have a saying i like its
"dont be afraid to lay it out on the table, and see if it gets cut off"
blunt, uncouth, but effective.
ps, i was in your store, and looked for you, but apparently, it wasnt your shift. my loss.
[Edited on Oct 20, 2003 8:44PM]
i have a saying i like its
"dont be afraid to lay it out on the table, and see if it gets cut off"
blunt, uncouth, but effective.
ps, i was in your store, and looked for you, but apparently, it wasnt your shift. my loss.
[Edited on Oct 20, 2003 8:44PM]
nordicskin:
From what i can see you shouldn't have any trouble getting a guy into the sack, you're a hottie. Just bat your eyes, and give him a coy smile, if he's a typical guy he'll cream his pants trying to get with you, tee hee!
I NEED HELP BAD!!!! PLEASE READ THE FOLLOWING E-MAIL AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK AND HELP ME FIGURE OUT HOW TO HANDLE THIS SITUATION....(if ur confused read previous journal)
Thanks for writing me back. I have missed you too. I have almost forgotten the sound of your voice over the phone. Sad I know. But, I have a feeling that the next two months...
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Thanks for writing me back. I have missed you too. I have almost forgotten the sound of your voice over the phone. Sad I know. But, I have a feeling that the next two months...
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cassie11:
I'm not sure at all how to handle this i mean obivously he wants sex..but i guess like it is said us girls want more then that. His other e-mails were different sweet and never metinoed sex this much. So i gues bascially i am just his sex toy as it seems...I guess what i am asking is should i trust him to come here or tell him i changed my mind. I dont think he a stalker we've talked several times on the phone and he doesnt sound like one. Anyways bascially I just want everyones opinion it would be greatly appreciated.
sqook:
I have a longstanding history of downplaying sexual communications (ie, I'm naive
), but I wouldn't necessarily throw the whole thing out yet. Remember that email is a very crappy means of communication....it's hard to tell if he said one thing or meant another (and vice versa). Just take things slow, and see what happens. =)
Well well i come back from a vacation to see that this wonderful site had gotten better if thats possible....Anyways I am bored so i figured hey why not bore u all too...I been thinking a lot about this guy named Eric and what he means to me excatly. I always read between the lines of everything ( hence why i want to be forensic...
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sqook:
Yeah, the long distance thing sucks. I can relate first hand. In fact, every serious relationship I've been in (4 to date) has had some degree of distance of at least 2 months or more.
I have to say, I'm not really optomistic on the whole distance thing.
But that's not to say that it won't work. In my experience, the thing that keeps things going -isn't- lots of contact; it's generally very little contact. That is, if you're trying to phone/IM/email the other person every day, it will make things very dependent and needy, and further drive home the distance factor. If you can manage to just kind of live independently of one another, but stay in touch every few days or so, things will fall together much better.
It's all about being able to stay close to someone at heart, but not try to recreate the effects of a physically present relationship, namely because no matter how hard you try, that's not going to happen.
But yeah, best of luck getting things to work out. =)
I have to say, I'm not really optomistic on the whole distance thing.
It's all about being able to stay close to someone at heart, but not try to recreate the effects of a physically present relationship, namely because no matter how hard you try, that's not going to happen.
But yeah, best of luck getting things to work out. =)
dave82:
After reading sqook's message, I'll have to add that all my long-distance relationships ended badly. -Dave
I really dont have much to tell this time..i am Stage manager for the play and i hate work more then ever but i do want to put part of a song on here its called rap game by Eminem so with out an more delay here ya are....
Now im gonna get snuffed cuz i aint said enough to pipe down i'll pipe down...
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Now im gonna get snuffed cuz i aint said enough to pipe down i'll pipe down...
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hefaistos:
i like eminem.
actually, i have envy for your job. walmart discount would save me a bundle, thats the only place i buy anything.
peace
actually, i have envy for your job. walmart discount would save me a bundle, thats the only place i buy anything.
peace
Wow i cant believe it...when i look back at my life theres lots of heartache but also happyness. I seen where i have grown and how much more i need to. I cant help but wonder why things happen that happen and why did they happen in the pattern they did. Its amazing how life can seem so simple but yet be compelety complexed and...
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scattershot:
I have not found myself ... but I can define my current self. I am way to occupied with what people think of me to acctually have my own definition of myself. What other people think of me thats what I am. Its a depressing thing most of the time. I don't know if you can understand what Im saying .. I mean I just got up and typed this out.
blai:
You know, a lot of the time, when I think about "finding myself", It almost feels like a long time ago, I knew who I was, but I lost it, and I'm spending the rest of my life trying to find it again.
I really liked reading this entry.
I really liked reading this entry.
It has been brought to my attention that i have disappeard into a black whole but i would like to announce that i am back !!!
No really i have been away for a while..between school, work and actually having a personal life for once i havent been on the net for about 4 or 5 days and longer from the site.
So here let...
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scattershot:
sounds awesome. good to know that your still checking in with us though.
the_bear:
Hey up, thanks
Good luck with the school play and well done on getting a raise, I wish I could get one of those
Good luck with the school play and well done on getting a raise, I wish I could get one of those
Hola, I hope everyone is doing okay...right now i am dead tired but i just want to see how everything is going. its rather slow here same ol stuff different day. For those who dont know or havent seen i did at pics to my pics section so feel free to take a peek...i guess i better go..love to all
tadzi:
hey, jason is back. and i gotta say your comment while i was gone is about the sweetest thing ive read in a long time. ill listen to ya any time. and as for the pics, you are putting up more right?
and thanks also for helping me get my three pages
and thanks also for helping me get my three pages
the_bear:
Hiya, nice pics
um, nothing much else to say...
um, nothing much else to say...
Okay i so need to get a guest seat on Jerry Springer! I dont know how i do it but i always get myself in some fucked up love triangle/ octogon type shape. Once agian Mr. Asshole plays a role in this beautiful scene. Okay in my last journal i wrote about having sex with someone , me being the dumb bitch i am did...
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cassie11:
oh and by the way i am taking nude pics of me right now so keep an eye out for them! they might have some shower scenes i hope
blai:
:hugs: Honestly, men! As the old saying goes, can't live with em, can't flush em down the toilet.

So tired of being young...anyways i am just plain out tired i guess between work and school i get no fun time . my friends r having a bond fire since we dont have school monday so hopefully we'll party. So much is going through my head..i am trying to figure out who i am and why i do what i do...i mean last night...
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lastpenguin:
college sounds alot harder than it is here, hmm, i seem to manage to fuck it up pretty well anyway though. and yeah, it makes sense about just needing someone sometimes, and not caring who it is.
the_bear:
Saw you in the girls group and came over to take a peek...
Aww your pictures are SO cute!
Aww your pictures are SO cute!
The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.