cassie11

Which way is the rope pulling more though?

When ever I get stuck like that i just ask myself which way will I be happier? And if I cant decide then i dont do either one and go a different route.

Sounds like a good party to be at. Am I invited?
I'm on standby

WHAT MOTHERFUCKIN PARTY???? WHAT'S GOING ON??? WHERE WE'RE YOU??? ACK!

well ... you can get in touch with me via e-mail if you really wanna talk in detail. Im in the same position as you. But Im going to the doctor soon to get meds as I've had enough and I don't want to ruin my friendships with people just because of this dysthymia or depression or whatever it is. Yeah Im nervous about it but it seems like the only way.

counselling's a good a place as any to start. and whatever you decide on try to stick with it, even if it feels difficult. I was in conselling for a while, but stopped turning up to sessions after about a month. I regret giving it up now, because its quite clear i still needed help pretty badly. I don't know if that helps at all, but i guess that's my experience of things. and if you want to talk, i'll listen.

Think a move to England may well be of benefit

visit chicago!! there's lots of non-mullet people here

Is that you in #3. Ass man alert. Nice.

well like I said on AIM I don't know if I have the courage to acctually tell her yet. Im just putting the idea in my mind so that hopefully I do ... Im also still weighing the pros and cons of it. but so far everyone who doesn't know her is telling me its a good idea to tell her to get it out. Tomorrow I can check up with the people who do know her to see if they'll still be my friends if I end up ruining my friendship with her.

by the way those pictures ... are they all of you? You're totally hot.

x's and o's
Scattershot

O this is my favorite qoute..i hope you like it too


The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

all my heart and hope is with you.

go you. rejection is a demon best given the finger. if someone rejects you, thier loss. btw, rejection isnt always an affront to dignity. sometimes, its just the thing we needed. never be afraid of knowing.

i have a saying i like its

"dont be afraid to lay it out on the table, and see if it gets cut off"

blunt, uncouth, but effective.

ps, i was in your store, and looked for you, but apparently, it wasnt your shift. my loss.

[Edited on Oct 20, 2003 8:44PM]

From what i can see you shouldn't have any trouble getting a guy into the sack, you're a hottie. Just bat your eyes, and give him a coy smile, if he's a typical guy he'll cream his pants trying to get with you, tee hee!

I'm not sure at all how to handle this i mean obivously he wants sex..but i guess like it is said us girls want more then that. His other e-mails were different sweet and never metinoed sex this much. So i gues bascially i am just his sex toy as it seems...I guess what i am asking is should i trust him to come here or tell him i changed my mind. I dont think he a stalker we've talked several times on the phone and he doesnt sound like one. Anyways bascially I just want everyones opinion it would be greatly appreciated.

I have a longstanding history of downplaying sexual communications (ie, I'm naive ), but I wouldn't necessarily throw the whole thing out yet. Remember that email is a very crappy means of communication....it's hard to tell if he said one thing or meant another (and vice versa). Just take things slow, and see what happens. =)

Yeah, the long distance thing sucks. I can relate first hand. In fact, every serious relationship I've been in (4 to date) has had some degree of distance of at least 2 months or more.
I have to say, I'm not really optomistic on the whole distance thing. But that's not to say that it won't work. In my experience, the thing that keeps things going -isn't- lots of contact; it's generally very little contact. That is, if you're trying to phone/IM/email the other person every day, it will make things very dependent and needy, and further drive home the distance factor. If you can manage to just kind of live independently of one another, but stay in touch every few days or so, things will fall together much better.
It's all about being able to stay close to someone at heart, but not try to recreate the effects of a physically present relationship, namely because no matter how hard you try, that's not going to happen.
But yeah, best of luck getting things to work out. =)

After reading sqook's message, I'll have to add that all my long-distance relationships ended badly. -Dave

i like eminem.

actually, i have envy for your job. walmart discount would save me a bundle, thats the only place i buy anything.

peace

I have not found myself ... but I can define my current self. I am way to occupied with what people think of me to acctually have my own definition of myself. What other people think of me thats what I am. Its a depressing thing most of the time. I don't know if you can understand what Im saying .. I mean I just got up and typed this out.

You know, a lot of the time, when I think about "finding myself", It almost feels like a long time ago, I knew who I was, but I lost it, and I'm spending the rest of my life trying to find it again.

I really liked reading this entry.

sounds awesome. good to know that your still checking in with us though.

Hey up, thanks
Good luck with the school play and well done on getting a raise, I wish I could get one of those