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Most Ironic yet Helpful Statment
(In other words what i though about when i was bored)

Someone once told me life was simple.
People are blind to everything.
Those who never ask never learn, Those who make mistakes may get hurt but its a fact there less likely to do it again.
If learning is so important why dont we learn how to keep peace....
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scattershot:
thats okay I like using my mind too much ... but then it turns me into a melancholy kinda weirdo.
tadzi:
i think i might have to come kidnap you so i can keep an eye on you wink
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People can be so confusing sometimes! I mean u can read a facial expression a certain way and it could be ment to be another. I have come to the conclusion that everyones life is a carousel, you have a choice of what u want to ride. On a bench, A lion, Stable horses and the moving horses. I always seem to pick the moving...
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tadzi:
i think my horse fell off the fucking ride
scattershot:
those are cool lyrics.. I haven't heard that song before .. did you write it?

cheer up you'll find something.. someone.. some sense of satisfaction.
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Well i am still sick, which sucks cus i have to work tomorrow and i really cant call in because then i will not have a nice paycheck.
Anyways i wanted to invite anyone and everyone to a nudist camp open house on the 18th of july at Ponderosa Sun Club in Indiana. I think all of us should go and meet and have fun....
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Augh, I hate being sick...i always look like someone slapped me across the face because my sinus like to swell up!!! I was suppost to work today but i called in..I barely made it through school without falling over..so yeah the flu has attacked me and won.
Theres this dance i want to go to but i really dont want to go alone..too bad my...
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tadzi:
wish i could make ya some chicken soup babe.

miss ya. havent seen you online in a while
mindless:
Get some rest and maybe you won't look like someone slapped you across the face. But wouldn't it freak you out if you woke up with a handprint on your face?
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TO scared to hold on and to scared to let go. I could fall for someone else but i couldnt let them know. For years to come i will live in pain becasue for the first time in my life i am in the flame. Hell isnt worse then the world itself it just makes everything seem bright and i feel closer to myself. If...
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alia666:
YOU! My friend's band, Missing Six , is a finalist to play our SG Burlesque show. SO GO VOTE FOR THEM!!!!!
cricket:
me too I'm such a baby kiss
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I feel Numb...my body is shaking from fear and regret. I know what i did was wrong but it happend and now i must face the concequence, but i will never tell u how much it hurts. TO want you and to need you and u only want the ride. A ride that doesnt last forever that kills you slowly and that will ruin everything...
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lv:
A big hug for my sweetie. confused
scattershot:
awwwww thats sad. it makes me feel better that I held in my feelings in order not to hurt myself/others. Im sorry dear. feel better and if you need someone to talk to Im here for you.
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Ah how does that sayin go...Tis better to have lost then not to love at all...BULLSHIT! Bah Humbug and all that jazz! okay so i am in a shity mood...nothing new so hopefully me getting together with the girls will help....Going to Alia's and going to watch Nightmare Before Christmas and sleep over wink ...i will attempt to take pics so will see how it goes....
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lv:
Tis better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all.

And it's true, even if you're recently been hurt...it is still true.

*hugs* Hope things are going well baby.
stgeorge:
I hope that hate of men is only in one direction and doesn't apply to me eeek .
I wouldn't treat you like that. smile
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Life is a small lake of water, calm on moment and then a rock gets thrown in and u have ripples. The ripples that i am experiencing right now would be that of my Great Grandmother..she is very ill for god sake shes like 95! We have been giving her morphen almost everyday...so in simple terms its almost her time. Now if that wasnt enough...
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lv:
kiss

Let me know what happens babe, and I hope you're doing ok.

I have a grandmother who has had Alzheimer's for the past 3-4 years now. Unfortunately, one Thanksgiving we went to meet her, and while she sometimes used to mix up my name (it never bothered me as she saw my cousins much more often than me), it turned out she had degenerated VERY much in the previous year....and no one told me about it until about 5 miles from my grandparent's farm.

Seeing a grandmother old and senile and afflicted with Alzheimer's to the point that she is 100% not the woman you've known your entire life, nor is she a woman who even knows who her husband is anymore, let alone her grandchild, is a scarring incident....and it has and will continue to dominate my older memories of her, having been more recent, vivid, and jarring.

I told my mom I wanted no contact with her anymore, that she is basically already dead to me, and I thanked her for letting me not cherish my previous thoughts about my loving and wonderful grandmother...instead, replacing them with more vivid and, sadly, more lasting images of the stranger she has become.

I know that sounds harsh...but she doesn't even know that I don't care, and likely couldn't comprehend it anyway...so yes, it's very selfish on my behalf...but...whatever.

Things like that are very disturbing to me...and hopefully your grandmother is still or has been pretty coherent. But at 95, I'm sure she has lived a full life, one that she's proud of, especially havng her family and people like you, and I hope she finds the peace of whatever afterlife there is, with happiness and satisfaction for having lived this one. smile
cassie11:
Why dont my friends listen to me when i tell them things? My friend Holly is heading down a road of pain and heartache but she wont listen to a word i say...damn puppy love!!!! I hope she doesnt feel the pain that i have but shes heading down the same road i see it....its useless
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I have come to realize that there are 2 basic questions in the world. One that can be asked anytime to anything and the other asked where peoples opinions are concernd.
Why? Why this? Why that? If I had a dollar for everytime I asked my parents Why I had to do something i would be rich right. Do....? The most frighting one to hear...
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boyamihardcore:
nice ass! (is that ok to say?)
alia666:
Hey hon, are you coming to my slumber party Saturday? If so, you must email me your underwear size and soon.
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Well Yesterday wasnt to bad, actually it was rather slow. I know this may sound bad but i think i am learning how to use my body, which us girls are good at to get what we want. Last night i was doing the normal fliration with michael. I took his keys from him and he yelled "hey Amber give those back" of course my...
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lunna:
I agree staying friends with ex's is very cool when you can.
Hugs wink
stgeorge:
Ooh, you're such a tease wink
All these men lusting after you...all think you're lovely. love
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HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!! okay sorry had to get that out of my system. I hope u all plan to stuff urself as i do. I dread Blitz day ( also known as day after thanksgiving) I have to work 11-8 frown O well, i am so bored and my car is still broke!! i just have to find a place that is cheap and i can finance...
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lunna:
I enjoyed talking to you. Hope to do more soon.
Much love and hugs kiss
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OUCH, I am so burnt, i guess i should of been smarter and not gone 20 min o'well. My car is a piece of shit it is broken down again so now i have to figure out to get to work and school. Well cant type much too much pain. Love you and thanks for all ur advice love
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hefaistos:
theres a place on north 3rd st. 100 dollars and a handshake...then weekly payments. i dont know if they are worth it though.
lv:
kiss kiss kiss