caseydee

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ive got a man. he likes me. and my bum. and that i talk about things that i like.
ive got a new book. im sure i'll babble about it later.
ive got some sweetass friends.
im gonna get drunk and party this/these weekend(s).
ive gotta work but thats how i make my tattoo/drinking money.
im doing alright.
im going to be fine.
its...
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alright so im gonna bitch for a while so dont read on if youre not into my self loathing drama.

the weekend was fun but not for my relationship. i have zero self esteem so when he didnt want to fuck me every 30 seconds i felt horrible. (esp. in comparison to the way the other guys were all over the other girls). and i...
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i just got back from the cottage. and my god. im still surveying the damage done to my stuff and my self. eff im in paaain. shower immediately and stories to come. eff,

eee im working on my friends reception board. eff this is difficult. im too friggen picky. got a beautiful frame to put it in tho. so excited to show it off lol. yeah thats me bitches. def post images when im finished.

ps. i love iweb. my mac is my goddess. i worship at her shiny aluminum unibodied feet.

should have stayed. oh well. semi responsible me. he make me laugh. thats good. he keeps my feet warm. thats better. he likes my tush even though it doesnt really exist. thats awesome. i lie there with my head on his chest and im home. i dont feel this way. im not this girl.

*sigh* All I can do now is love the moments that I do have and push aside all the fear of losing what I never had. I already miss him. If I wasn't hungover I would demand a drink at this point. The heart wants what it wants and all that shit, but fuck, my heart is a dumbass and my head might as well...
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Peeps!

I decided to get this blog when i made my appointment for my first tattoo. Im freaking excited. Terrified. But excited. For shiz I'm gonna post pics. Probably a redonk amount and everyone will be bored. Eff I love this site. Just have to say. Love the ladies. Love the discussions. Love the art. Love the peeps. Just all good. 6 days away. I'm...
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