carnelian

Well even though I now have internet I am still distant huh?

I have been really into instagram...I find it strangely addicting. find me if you like RedRainwater

Other things have caught my interest as well.

Like taxidermy of sorts. I am not sure why...but I find dead things quite beautiful. Not because I am morbid or dark depressed or demented. But there is something very wonderful about the stillness of life. The pause between breaths which makes one realize the value of a single molecule. I saw maggots feasting in a hole where an eye once peered out in search of another creature to devour.

Also, shorts. Short pants, short stories, short ladies, short hair, short breaks.

A used bookstore on Broadway is going out of business. They are selling everything for 50cents. I bought 9 porno videos 8 of which turned out to beof the homosexual genre, 2 Playboys from the 1960s, 1 swingers magazine which claims to be a scientific study, an old book of natural sines, an old psychology book, and a few random fictions.

I'd say all in all I'm quite pleased with the month of May. Today I got a sunburn on my back while mowing my giant yard. Then in the afternoon I was drenched in a sudden and heavy rain.

Tomorrow after school, I will purchase meal worms. I need something to eat my rotting brains.