carnelian

"Why do you want girls to like you?"

I just really like girls. . . a lot. I get along well with most males. but there is something about a lady. I cant help it.
I have no real friends. I want friends and lovers and thrill seekers. I want a place to connect. I want to feel skin and dirt and water and air. . .I burn in my loneliness. I do have a boyfriend and he is really great. I adore him. We are best friends, sometimes I feel like his little sister. But when I am out and about and I see girls together and hear them talking and laughing, it is not uncommon for me to find myself crying.

I hate the disconnection, and I hate all the cars!