Listening to Tom Waits, the mule variations, just got it today for the low low price of 22.95. Its so goddam good.
Some people drink when they're stressed. I've discovered that my appitite takes a shit. Eating does a body good, but i seem to prefer to wallow.
I'm going to have a *talk* to c next time i see him. I'm not insecure at all, but the new softened carla is having a hard time with some things. And so I'm punishing myself. Doubting, etc. And there is no need for it, i know better in the front of my head. But then it gets quiet, and i can't get to sleep, i begin to turn things over, and it all goes to hell. So this is what i was missing ou on for all those cold heartless years.
As hard as it is to say it, i prefer my little personal hell over being crusty and invincible. Wierd.
Funny I'll put in this journal things i wont tell anyone in the real world.
Some people drink when they're stressed. I've discovered that my appitite takes a shit. Eating does a body good, but i seem to prefer to wallow.
I'm going to have a *talk* to c next time i see him. I'm not insecure at all, but the new softened carla is having a hard time with some things. And so I'm punishing myself. Doubting, etc. And there is no need for it, i know better in the front of my head. But then it gets quiet, and i can't get to sleep, i begin to turn things over, and it all goes to hell. So this is what i was missing ou on for all those cold heartless years.
As hard as it is to say it, i prefer my little personal hell over being crusty and invincible. Wierd.
Funny I'll put in this journal things i wont tell anyone in the real world.
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