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- on carlsyn's status update
- on carlsyn's status update
My routine was already well-established. I had achieved success at work, and even my change in mood led my wife to become affectionate and attentive once more. However, that satisfaction and the increase in dopamine from the temporary pleasure were extremely addictive. I couldn't stop, even if it meant carrying out multiple lies and maneuvers to keep it a secret.
I remember the moment vividly....
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amorous:
😻
corico:
Wow
Life goes on. Upon returning from my father's funeral celebrations, I found myself growing increasingly sad, although I didn't show it. Meanwhile, she became more absorbed in her own problems. I did notice some improvement in her attitude thanks to medication, but her attention towards me was practically nonexistent. I tend to be self-sufficient, so I didn't demand anything. Instead, I gave her the time...
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"Good afternoon, I have your results," the human reproduction specialist stated in a firm voice. "Unfortunately, despite our attempts, implantation was achieved, but the fetus was lost a few weeks later." The news hit my wife like a heavy stone. She started to cry, and I supported her on my shoulder, giving her a sincere hug. We had undergone the treatment because of her desire...
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Who am I? Difficult to describe. It depends on perspective, time, and place. Descriptively, I'm a mature man, close to 40 years old, a few years older, a few years younger. I'm already far removed from the random and risky decisions of adolescence and also distant from the definition of my professional life. I could be considered mature in terms of emotional stability and economics....
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"I would like to share a story with you, a life story, a story of the heart... a story about my suicide girl, a story I never imagined living. It's about the way it imprinted itself on my heart and took control of it..."
corico:
😍
ollix:
Sorry to hear that! Hope u get better soon so you can enjoy your vacation!
It is the feeling that surrounds me, that keeps me alive, the uncertainty of doing things correctly or living in a constant simulation.
Living a fantasy life, where I'm the strong one, the smart one, the capable one, the winner.
Or reveal to everyone the constant uneasiness that I have, the feeling that I do not reciprocate the love that other people give me, that...
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lorimeyers:
Very nice
lizablue:
Cool 🥰