What can i say. The original reason i joined this site has made it clear that it has nothing to do with me at all anymore. I have no reason to come back and i have no will to keep going. I still go on, living like this, but why. I have no motivation. my job stresses me out, i am always stressed out when i am not working and i am always depressed because i am alone, an have been for almost 3 years now. Why should l keep going. No one really needs me. They all seem to be living just as happily as they would if i was there. I am not vital to anything. My existence does not leave a shred of anything and i have absolutely no legacy behind. What good am i. I mean fuck, i am not one of those asshole guys, that girls seem to flock to, that can just fuck a girl and then drop her like the whore she is. Nice guys finish last my ass, i am nowhere near the finish line. I am alone, tuck with only my miserable thoughts, plaguing my every waking moment.
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