capthowdy666

To live a life like mine is no easy task. You must have yourself taken away from everyone and everything you ever cared about. Then, everyone in your life either lies to you, abandons you or is never heard from again. For an active member in the military there sure are very few people who care that i am still alive. It seems as though the world remembers the fallen but forget completely about those of us doing the job, and they sure as hell dont want to pay us for it. I am so alone right now, i have forgotten what i am fighting for. I thought by this point that someone would care about me long enough to actually admit they love me, but alas, the world and everyone in it, has turned its back on me. I cannot go on like this for very much longer. I am so alone, it is a struggle just to wake up every morning knowing that my day will be worse than the last.