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capthowdy666

Niagara Falls, New York

Member Since 2006

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Sunday Sep 07, 2008

Sep 6, 2008
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One final day of peace before this months settles upon me. The stress of the month will really get to me. I know that i cannot get past certain things in the past but everyday i still struggle to get by. I have hurt people, and been hurt. But there are no ways around feeling the way i do. I have felt this sadness upon me for so long, i dont know what life would be like without it. There is no way to know what is in store for me but if the past has any indication, than the future will not be much better. Goodnight. I have a very long week to start when i wake up.

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