captblacktoe

oh so in other news i got run over by a truck with no one driving. it just slip down a hill of iced and pinned me to another truck. thank god for hitch posts or i'd have no legs.

how the fuck can someone get mad that your giving them additude when they are screaming and insulting you? if you stand up for yourself and do so without straight forward teling someone to fuck off then why are you at fault? if i was a real dick i wouldn't hold anything back and just talk to her like she does to me, tll her...
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there are these moments when you think " is this is really my life, what next" i don't know which makes me feel worse that when i was in arelationship i asked that alot or that only when it has ended do have i taken a step towards changing it. why do we fall into rhythms or laziness when we see ever answer a foot...
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so i'm trying to kill all my time away from classes at the shop so if anyone wants some work drop aline i'll give my fellow sg members abit of a break.

this will not be a poem just some free thought -----------

I cant take this song anymore cant keep screaming the same words in crazied emotional turmoils cant take this moment when skies open and I am left waiting for the rain waiting for a moment of vainity to cloud the smile on her lips I need a break in the storms that pollute her...
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i can't stand not knowing where you stand with someone. if it is over for good let it be over for good, if i know i can't EVER be with someone i will not get trapped in the memory. but when it goes abck and forth back and forth, when you pack and unpack every memory every physical reminder i feel like you're slowly dismantling...
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inspire me, please. there has been such a long gap between my then and now that have forgotten to open my eyes, lately i have been seeing again not just seeing but really looking at everything, i forgot how beautiful the bent reflection found in handrails can be or how the curve in the speakers lips can remind me of drinking hot chocolate and kissing...
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back working in a shop, forgot how much i love tattooing. trying to move away from the piecing but if they want it they want it. i've been doing this for ten years and finally think ink is want i like more.

if i could be a fish i think i'd be a manaray. that's all for now

so she said that if i ever want to spend time by myself it means that i no longer like her and she is only good enough until something better comes along. does that make sense to anyone? i am totally crazy to think this line of thought is just plain nonsense? i mean she broke up with me and then i dared to say...
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