well its been awhile since ive been here. lots has happened LOTS. well lets see got in a fight with my roommates bf. found out he stole 10 bucks from me. then he was running his mouth talking shit. thats the biggest thing that sets me off. If you have something to say say it to my face ill be less pist. So i got off work things were fine then i heard from someone he found out i was looking into a loft and started running his mouth boom out the door i go across th parking lot. he had just come out the house and of course im up in his face well he swung at me and i punched him a couple times and he was out. Of course i dont live there now i was out by the end of the week. they of course canceled the net so i have no way to get on here till i get my laptop fixed 
well im now homeless. i live in my van down by the river
ok well not exactly im staying with my friend ray and his ma. which sucks ive never felt this shitty ever. im waiting on a phone call from a couple places ive put my app in for a apartment. one of them an old friend from skool runs so im hoping that goes good.
ive also been working alot which is good keeps my mind off things a little. im also helping Mooncalf2 with fixing her vw bus which is a pain we have to drop the motor and rebuild it ive never worked on a vw engine.
girlie situation fuck it im done with her if she does like me then she has a fucked up way of showing it. That and i dont wanna be with a girl who is never around me. shit im better off masterbating. she never calls me never answers her phone when i call never kicks it with me nothing so fuck it fuck it all to hell. but it gets better a girlbrandy i dated before i moved keeps buggin me to hang out with her shes come in to my work a couple few times to see me and of course ill go take a break and talk to her a bit
went snowboarding monday im getting alot better and more comfy with leaning forward. i had a hell of a time new years drank like a fish dont remeber much woke up with alot of rocks and stuff in my pants. meet a girl from boston whos name i dont know i know i called her boston girl though
been think alot about movin to las vegas or some where other then here i love my friends and all but i now remeber why i left the first time. hell ive even thought about movin back to minnesota 
well i think thats about it 
yep yep thats it well ill miss you all and ill try and check back in a week or so 
well im now homeless. i live in my van down by the river
ok well not exactly im staying with my friend ray and his ma. which sucks ive never felt this shitty ever. im waiting on a phone call from a couple places ive put my app in for a apartment. one of them an old friend from skool runs so im hoping that goes good.
ive also been working alot which is good keeps my mind off things a little. im also helping Mooncalf2 with fixing her vw bus which is a pain we have to drop the motor and rebuild it
ive never worked on a vw engine.
girlie situation fuck it im done with her if she does like me then she has a fucked up way of showing it. That and i dont wanna be with a girl who is never around me. shit im better off masterbating. she never calls me never answers her phone when i call never kicks it with me nothing so fuck it fuck it all to hell. but it gets better a girlbrandy i dated before i moved keeps buggin me to hang out with her shes come in to my work a couple few times to see me and of course ill go take a break and talk to her a bit
went snowboarding monday im getting alot better and more comfy with leaning forward. i had a hell of a time new years drank like a fish dont remeber much woke up with alot of rocks and stuff in my pants. meet a girl from boston whos name i dont know i know i called her boston girl though
been think alot about movin to las vegas or some where other then here i love my friends and all but i now remeber why i left the first time. hell ive even thought about movin back to minnesota well i think thats about it yep yep thats it well ill miss you all and ill try and check back in a week or so VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
as for girls, well, I have given up on trying to figure them out! really gave up last year when I was told "I want a relationship" yet she rejected me!
oh well.....life will get better soon! for you at least! at least you can hope, right?