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ok that's fucking retarded!!! never knew guys could be so sensitive sorry I hate being loved I never asked for it. From now on when I hear the word love I'm going to fucking run, run far away from it I don't need that shit fuck your feelings sorry I'm not compassionate I'm just damaged. I cannot begin to say how many guys have told...
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home alone had a great day glad to have awesome friends who know hot models and have sick cameras lol now it's just me and my cat for the rest of the week I think .... maybe some friends will come over maybe I should invite some over for a sleepover game night or maybe I should immerse myself into some sewing and drawing projects...
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might slip into another psychotic episode so much bullshit going on in my life I can't wait for the day when my life has stability I need an escape from the inner workings of my fucked up mind it feels like the walls are closing in and my lungs are collapsing I just want to tear out my hair and slash through my skin but...
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so I can't wait till Monday lol because I have something in the mail and It should be something fun it's either something I ordered or it's pictures and both are fun but till then it's the weekend .....and I think I'll fall off the wagon and get so high I see the wizard and shake hands with death get high and possibly draw a...
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ok so some friends were telling me about how crazy Friday night was I guess I was wild drank a whole bottle of tequila a few beers and a few pornstars and about 5 more tequila shots I was seem smoking fat joints and doing lines and smoking cigarettes lol crazy I don't even smoke cigarettes I guess I was at the bar then 3...
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