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Ever have one of those days that start out great and suddenly everything stops and gets shitty?

I was great all morning. Happy, feeling sassy and goofy.... and then like a stone thrown into a lake everything just sinks and you feel shitty and down and confused and no matter how you try to reason with yourself you just feel crazy and shittier...

These days...
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midnightsun:
It's more than normal to feel less excited about life, even when your brain is giving you reasons you should be!! Find one thing you can always fall back on that gives you happiness....like a sort of fail-safe. We've all got one. Draw on this when times get shitty😘
wickedargyle:
AH! I feel your pain!!! A few years ago, I lost 60 pounds in a matter of 11 months, and went from a size 16 to a size 6. And although I felt stronger, I didn't actually feel like a "better version of myself" like I expected to. My outside changed, but everything on the inside was still the same. I'm working on getting right in my head now. The physical transformation was something I wasn't quite ready for, I don't think. I've maintained for the most part--I'm not a 6 anymore, but 9 outta 10 people were telling me I looked sickly at that weight anyway--but I'm learning that I need to figure out how to make my outside match my inside. I lost all that weight out of spite because of a truly honest statement my partner made. They meant no harm, but it caused a snowball effect of emotions and my mind never quite caught up with my body. But now I'm on a journey to unite the two. :) I realize this blog post is kinda an oldie, and I hope you've united your mind, body, and soul since posting it. Blessings! :)
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When you cant shake the insecurities, when you feel overtired and used up and like a frumpy potato sack up against the women who are truly beautiful, when wearing make up makes you feel even more like a mom trying too hard, when being naked makes you want to hide, makes you want to crawl into some dark corner where no one has to be...
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cannabliss:
Thank you ladies :) Usually I can put on "you sexy thang" by hot chocolate and shake my ass into a better mood, but today none of my cheer up tricks are working. I started off the day on the grumpy side and have just melted from bitchmode into sad and insecure :/ 
doomcookiephoto:
@cannabliss :( unfortunately that's how it goes sometimes. Take the day to mope, and then tomorrow, wake up ready to take on the world. If insecurity creeps up on you again, you say "NOT TODAY! You had your turn yesterday!" and continue to have a wonderful day you deserve <3 
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So the adorable red furred puppy in the last blog is now an enormous fat lazy pile of wrinkly snoring lovable dbag princess. We love him. Well. I love him, my husband doesnt always love him.

Anyway so many of you nekkid people have requested new pictures of him, I guess I should listen...

So the next time I have internet at my house or...
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lyamoon:
Pictures please !!! ;)
cannabliss:
ok
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WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!!! Taxes came in last night!!!!


Which unfortunately only means that all our bills are paid, and so no cool stuff gets to be purchased, no tattoos done, and no new piercings either. LAME.


On the bright side...... I GET TO GO LOOK AT GIANT DROOLY PUPPIES TONIGHT!!! Mastiff/Am. Bully mix. Fuck Yes.

I need a giant drooly dog in my life. Other than...
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acide:
Thank you so much for the comment on my new set! I really appreciate it <3 xoxo
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I noticed a bit ago that it's been YEARS since I've been tattooed. ALMOST SEVEN YEARS.

utter bullshit, I say. I have all these plans for tattoos I want but never can afford, I wish my hubby knew how to tattoo, so at the very least I could offer up an arm or a leg and bat my lashes at him and with...
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