candykydfairy

wells kids...i figure you may want an update...since i'm about to be really busy & all...i need to ignore sg slightly here & there for awhile so i may accomplish things...i have many decisions to make & many things to do...i truly love you guys...you are insanely awesome...and i'm excited that so many things are about to change for me that should alleviate some of my misery in life...i know some of the decisions i face could lead me to places i am unsure of....but i know they lead me away from things i'm ever so tired of & tortured by....

i must decide soon if i want to take this job i was offered yesterday...i know it will only be for a short amount of time...i didn't really care for the manager or the location...but tis temporary & a means to further my plans for what i really want...if i do take it...i may be a total asshole at my current work & not give a 2 weeks notice i don't want to do such...but otherwise, i'd lose a half of month of workin towards my goal...so i must also debate that....i did apply for a few other jobs & plan to make some calls to further explore my options before i decide....but i am bein slightly impetuous i believe for i want to start a new job ASAP...cuz i want change & i want out of this miserable lil life i created for myself in the middle of nowhere with all my packratness...

so...anybody nearby that's good at organizin a packrat?....packin?...patient?..wanna help?....i'm terrible at these things ...i get so easily overwhelmed & don't know where to start... i'll feed you....and amuse you with the vast nothingness of everything i own & must get rid of...

but i must ready for hell....i leave you with this...

and me simpsonized....