candykydfairy

okay so let it be known, if it isn't already, that i am truly the queen of imagined slights...not to say i don't handle them well for the most part....but tis true & i shall never deny it since it's a part of me...i'm also very much so on my way to becomin the queen of procrastination...i FINALLY washed my dishes...you don''t wanna know how long it's been...not they were all moldy or anything cuz i always rinse them & attempt to stack them in the sink...but...they'd been there awhile...and i prolly only did em cuz allt he spoons were dirty & i wanted some ben & jerry's ....i find it amusing to me how i care more about cleanin someone else's aprtment instead of mine...i'm sure it's just proof of where i'd rather be...don't get me wrong...my lil apartment is cute & has insanely cheap rent...but tis lonely & seems so empty even with all my packratness...i should be writin my sister a letter so she has some support while she's in jail...but i procrastinate on that too...i hate bein broke....it sucks....but i seem to stay that way...overworked & underpaid...and quite the procrastinator...so is life.....

you know what's lovely?...layin on someone's couch and watchin slideshows of sg photos before bein fucked senseless...that's what i think...

i got to go swimmin on wednesday! ....i adore swimming...always.....i will always miss swimmin back home though cuz my friend lives on an in island with a private pool so i could swim all the time, with or without the swimsuit even, to my heart's content & rarely ever be bothered....but now i must be like normal people & wear the swimsuit i don't really like & swim during regulated hours & be forced to feel self-conscious and inferior to other girls my age with these lil string bikins that i could never sport...i've been tryin to find another swimsuit i feel more comfortable in but have had no luck...but tis true that when in the water i do an alright job of ignoring those imagined slights & just enjoy my love for the water...

garrrrrrr it be pirates weekend mateys and i'm stoked yet slightly dreadin it too...tis hard to schedule a 3 hour movie with ample cleaning & seating time while obliging the showtimes of other movies...so it's gonna be constant at work...the oddest round of showtimes at 7ish that i've ever dealt with....but i've definitely staffed the place well so all should be good...i'm good at my job, not to gloat or anything, but after 6 and a half years, I damn well better be...and i keep forgettin that my self-eval is due by the end of the month to my boss...i hate those things, i shouldn't serve to make his life any easier than i already do...i should be able to just send an email to him that says..."yes, i'm good at my job but i'm unorganized & procrastinate at times" cuz i soo hate paperwork & do far too much of it...keep your fingers crossed for me guys.....and if anyone wants to bring me starbucks.....i might hump your leg or something, cuz i'm prolly gonna need the starbucks this weekend...

here's a few pics i tried to post last time when i lost the entire blog again....





and by the way, if you've requested to be my friend lately with no response or plan to request in the future, i'm soo not tryin to be a snob....but i don't like to approve people without at least an intro message or something...so tell me who you are & why you want to be my friend sillies