I really wish I had a clue as to want I wanted in life. Anything would be nice. I don't even know what I want to eat right now or even if I want to eat.
Everytime I see that I want something, I'll struggle to get it, only to find that it only pulled me deeper down into this hole. I had a great girl who had a crush on me, but I can't be involved so I push her away. And now that she has lost interest in me I'm starting to see that she may have been worth pursueing. Ohh well this will all be funny down the road....infact it's rather funny now.
Most of the girls I've dated have had no ambition and have only been a weight for me to carry around. If I don't call them daily they have some !@#% mental break down and start to feel "ugly", "fat", or "boring" because I don't give them constant attention. This obligation has thwarted me in school and in my personal endevours. So when things starting heating up with this new girl I told her straight out that I'm not interested in a relationship nor will I ever be, and SHE ACTUALLY LISTENED!! She has not only repected the decisions that I've made but actually understands them and had the same rules for her life.
I've had on ex who tried killing me twice, two that joined the military, and one that took me for house and home and took away my 2 year old adopted daughter.
And finally after all that I found a girl that I can actually be in a healthy relationship with and I've pushed her to the curb. Aww it's the little things in life
Everytime I see that I want something, I'll struggle to get it, only to find that it only pulled me deeper down into this hole. I had a great girl who had a crush on me, but I can't be involved so I push her away. And now that she has lost interest in me I'm starting to see that she may have been worth pursueing. Ohh well this will all be funny down the road....infact it's rather funny now.
Most of the girls I've dated have had no ambition and have only been a weight for me to carry around. If I don't call them daily they have some !@#% mental break down and start to feel "ugly", "fat", or "boring" because I don't give them constant attention. This obligation has thwarted me in school and in my personal endevours. So when things starting heating up with this new girl I told her straight out that I'm not interested in a relationship nor will I ever be, and SHE ACTUALLY LISTENED!! She has not only repected the decisions that I've made but actually understands them and had the same rules for her life.
I've had on ex who tried killing me twice, two that joined the military, and one that took me for house and home and took away my 2 year old adopted daughter.
And finally after all that I found a girl that I can actually be in a healthy relationship with and I've pushed her to the curb. Aww it's the little things in life
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