8 PM and finally done getting over the hangover from last night... needless to say I had fun, got in touch with my cousin and we got completely hammered, hung out with a bunch of his friends over a case of beer, made fun of the fact that his buddy's room looks like a vagina (he painted it pink and lightish red) and watched the new trailer for Rambo 4... which is going to be horrible, but in the most hilarious sort of way... and of course we got really really drunk.
I needed last night after the days that preceeded it including being conned into spending a day on the beach with my mother and my uncle... I don't do beaches, I don't do direct sunlight, and I'm much too self conscious of my pallid fuzzy skinniness to be comfortable wearing a bathing suit in a public place occupied primarily by conventionally attractive people with healthier proportions than I've got... So it was a day reinforcing all of my insecurities and I got a painful sunburn. I miss Austin, hell I even miss work. I'll be back wed. night though with my Jackie boy... can't wait.
I needed last night after the days that preceeded it including being conned into spending a day on the beach with my mother and my uncle... I don't do beaches, I don't do direct sunlight, and I'm much too self conscious of my pallid fuzzy skinniness to be comfortable wearing a bathing suit in a public place occupied primarily by conventionally attractive people with healthier proportions than I've got... So it was a day reinforcing all of my insecurities and I got a painful sunburn. I miss Austin, hell I even miss work. I'll be back wed. night though with my Jackie boy... can't wait.