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Sorry for Ghosting on my blogs

Dec 1, 2019
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Hey everyone,

Firstly I need to say sorry to all you wonderful people who are following me, and messaging me lately. I know I have ghosted and I am sorry, but living with PTSD really does mess up ones mind sometimes and finding the energy to write something down that does not seem dark, depressive or just creepy, is extremely hard at times. I know you all will understand and I do appreciate the great little messages from you all with support and concern. I am letting you all know I am here, I am pushing thru hard core and will Gosh I promise will do up a proper blog this week and update how things are going with the tunneling *the big worm* and such. Tomorrow is a travel day, we are trying something new here. Flying on 2 planes, then going on the big yellow duck *boat* to go directly to camp instead of hanging out in Terrace over night. Hope we dont get any delays and I make it to camp tomorrow night on time!

Lots of love to you all wonderful and awesome people!

Pola Bear

dhyani:
PTSD can certainly mess with a person’s life; I’ve seen it over and over again. I hope things improve for you! Be sure to show us more of your awesome photos of the Great White North! 🤗
Dec 1, 2019
luciloser:
I'd love to read an update soon and you know I can handle dark and creepy just fine. 😘💛 Hope you make it to camp on time.
Dec 1, 2019

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