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camy

São Paulo, Brazil

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sorry, not sorry

Oct 28, 2016
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I really didn't wish I *needed* to write this, but I will. I'm sorry if I ever offended someone by saying what I think, but I won't change who I am for being "pink".

I've been here on this site since 2006. I've seen it grow. I took 10 years to have the guts to shoot my first set, to try to be a suicide girls. I do not need someone to say to me "you're not pink, so you're not worthy". I beg your pardon?
(And I won't tell any more details, because I'm not like this)

I'm not here to be famous. I'm here to make friends. To be a part of a community. To be a part of a family. To be who I am. This is what I believe this site is. To have fun, and not be more depressed or sad with how people can be so horrible to one another. Or I wouldn't even join here.

So, if I need to change myself, change who I am inside, if I need to be someone different from what I am in the real life and in the everyday basis, to be "pink", to be "accepted".... I'm sorry, but I prefer to be hopeful instead.

I've met SO MANY AMAZING hopeful girls, that are really really trying to become pink, that are trying so hard, and, by other hand, there are so many "pink" girls who just forgot of where they came from, forgot how they started just as everybody else. It really breaks my heart.

I really want to be pink. Really do. But I want to be recognized by who I am, by my thoughts, by my strength, by my personality, by myself. I'm not a character, I'm a real person! And I won't give up without fighting.

So, @missy and @rambo sorry If I ever say something wrong, but this is me.
And again, as always, thank you all for being here.

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chris503:
You just keep doing what you're doing. There are so many amazing Hopefuls on here and honestly as a member I don't even realize half the time who's pink and who's not because you're all so wonderful. That being said, I hope you get the acclaim you deserve. You are fantastic!
Nov 2, 2016
scarygates:
You're one of the most amazing girl I met on SG, don't change babe <3
Oct 29, 2017

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