there are no instructions on instant coffee! how was i supposed to know that you don't use as much as hot chocolate...i've never made it before. tastes like shit anyway
after kissing mr CreamyGoodness goodnight via messenger, i actually had my first night's sleep in weeks...woke up and life is still shit. fever, sore throat and glands so swollen you can actually see them - yuk! i'm so not attractive right now
still...will make an effort and at least paint my nails before the doors show tonight
all caught up with me now
ugh. depressed. sick. alone.
went to the doc today and got some penicillin as i need to be better
got the doors/ian astbury thing tomoro night, jed trousers on sunday, and work meetings and caddi visiting next week so who knows what we will be getting up to
maybe it isnt the copious amounts of vodka i had at the weekend making me ill...as only had one drink yesterday for hair of the dog but still woke up puking this morning...
and am tired with the worst stress headache ever. i'm sad and still don't know what the fuck i am doing...when will i ever find the 'happy path' in this shitty life?... Read More
thank you .
Trouble is I think my mum is better than me at relationships.
And after the way the conversation was going it will be a severe blow to my ego if shes better at the no ties/just for fun kind of sex too.
YES, i should have got up and gone straight to the gym this morning...but yesterday's shopping expedition had me wondering where alot of my other toys had disappeared to over the last year...
so thinking they may be stashed under my bed in a nice wooden padded box or something, i decided to have a clear out under my bed.
hey there! i was refered to you by asha, i am making an appointment with the hair police to get a dread perm, this is a good idea yes? just wanted to hear your opinion.
thanks! Love James
today was great
spent a few hours with asha watching her get tattooed.
then popped over to sh! to buy some new toys - this weekend's theme is going to be RED.
so.
off to meet some girls, some boys, and my puppy (eventually...that kid works ALOT of hours).
looking forward to putting on some hi heels and maybe some stockings and doing more than dancing around naked by myself to my favourite song of all time - Beyond the Sea...
actually that reminds me! i really need to score the original french version of that song.... Read More
and i'm in new woman mag feature as an uber-bi woman with my friend the dj ting...
hugs and kisses
-jzany