i feel sick...
back on my old training/blood sugar diet and trying to stick to it. first full 24 hrs without vodka since i ended it with the puppy and my stomach is not happy.
gotta do it though as bouquet took my measurements and started on my custom dresses this weekend and i almost died when she read out my waist and hip size...am...
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back on my old training/blood sugar diet and trying to stick to it. first full 24 hrs without vodka since i ended it with the puppy and my stomach is not happy.
gotta do it though as bouquet took my measurements and started on my custom dresses this weekend and i almost died when she read out my waist and hip size...am...
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so today she asked me if i was her gf
if i say yes then i think that means my first real relationship since portuguese boy 8_vagabond_8 (is he even still here? i refuse to check...)
told her i was worried about letting go and committing as she had knocked me slightly back in the beginning - of course i had to get drunk to...
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if i say yes then i think that means my first real relationship since portuguese boy 8_vagabond_8 (is he even still here? i refuse to check...)
told her i was worried about letting go and committing as she had knocked me slightly back in the beginning - of course i had to get drunk to...
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celluloid:
News flash!
I just started a new group for salon professionals - The Suicide Salon!
Its a place where we can bounce ideas off of each other, keep on top of trends and technique, and promote our favourite events!
It's a private club (gotta keep our "trade secrets" secret, ya know?
) so just join on up and I'll approve you!
I just started a new group for salon professionals - The Suicide Salon!
Its a place where we can bounce ideas off of each other, keep on top of trends and technique, and promote our favourite events!
It's a private club (gotta keep our "trade secrets" secret, ya know?
) so just join on up and I'll approve you!
deleteddelete:
Hey y'all. How was the belly dancing on saturday?
so evidently i've fucked up someone's life by what i have written on my journal about them...well, if this person had been straight forward with me then maybe that wouldn't have happenend...in fact, i still don't really understand who i've dropped them in it with and/or why...par for the course really - guess i'm just destined to be the dirty secret in everyone's lives rather...
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perversia:
:hugz: and 
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a548456:
Hope your weekend was a good one 
ever since my best friend sonia passed away in april i've been really scared of losing people out of my life...probably why i can't let go of the puppy easily and why i'm upset about losing someone really flakie.
its also making it hard to allow myself to be loved my bouquet...we are both so guarded and jaded but the ice is cracking slowly.
anyway...have...
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its also making it hard to allow myself to be loved my bouquet...we are both so guarded and jaded but the ice is cracking slowly.
anyway...have...
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marianabanana:
That'll teach you to buy cheap brands like Dior! 
II've been wanting to get measured up properly, but I think I'm scared to know my exact measurements
It could be soul destroying for me. Or at least a bit embarrassing!!
II've been wanting to get measured up properly, but I think I'm scared to know my exact measurements
It could be soul destroying for me. Or at least a bit embarrassing!!
creamygoodness:
Hey sweetie. Just checking in as you seemed, if not upset, then right on the verge of it as you left tonight. How ya diddling?
ugh...
woke up covered in marks - some visible. it was a messy night in the end fuelled by vodka martinis and bottles of champagne.
i think the marks are from piers, my gay boy version of hibiscus. he used to stay at my house with salena saliva the poet. thats who me and the flatmate went to see at the atlantic bar after ellie's...
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woke up covered in marks - some visible. it was a messy night in the end fuelled by vodka martinis and bottles of champagne.
i think the marks are from piers, my gay boy version of hibiscus. he used to stay at my house with salena saliva the poet. thats who me and the flatmate went to see at the atlantic bar after ellie's...
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mrs_misha:
Your life is so much more exciting than mine. I'm green with envy
cakemix:
well ya'll probably won't be getting much more excitement out of me as some judas on here has decided to share my private journal entries and photos off site...meaning i've probably lost a very good friend, which is absolute shit. 
first day working back in soho in 4 years...not sure if i enjoyed it as have had bad belly and voodoo girlie blood happening all day...but off to the ship to settle my stomach with vodka then onto the atlantic bar to watch my good friend salena salive do her spoken word stuff...got a plus one if anyone wants to come along?
and that isn't...
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fej:
sohs..
miss it, kind of...
miss it, kind of...
meemee:
SoHO is my FAVORITE part of the city!
I dream of living there... *sigh* some day! xo
I dream of living there... *sigh* some day! xo
just had strange thing happen.
usually i'm not scared by men on the street at all but a really big guy was just vibing me and freaking me out on my walk home from leicester square (went to see spiderman 2 finally!)
he started on st martins lane and i could feel him walking behind me so i went to the street edge of the...
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usually i'm not scared by men on the street at all but a really big guy was just vibing me and freaking me out on my walk home from leicester square (went to see spiderman 2 finally!)
he started on st martins lane and i could feel him walking behind me so i went to the street edge of the...
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deleteddelete:
There's a whole lotta freaks in London - some good, most bad. If you see the fucker again call the police for definite. Here's hoping you don't though.
Take care of yerself hen.
Take care of yerself hen.
a2_stud:
I know what you mean about strange blokes... one night I was on trafalgar square waiting for a night bus N139 to get back to w hampstead and some yob walked up to me and punched me as hard as he could. Almost knocked himself down lol. I said cheers and took off LOL.
I love forbidden planet. Except it always being so bloody crowded.
Well let's see... English winter, rained all the time.
Swedish winter, dark all the time.
English winter, full of dumpling-like english girls.
Swedish winter, seasonal-affective-disorder and grumpy but still super hot Swedish girls.
English winter, cold beans... stewed tomato, english bacon, mystery tiny little sausages and tea with milk for breakfast.
Swedish winter, Kellogg's cornflakes & fil, or pytt-i-panna with egg and pickled beet, or pickled herrings for breakfast.
English winter, not much feasting except boxing day. Which nobody knows why it is called that or what it is a celebration of.
Swedish winter, three day orgies of mass consumption, Santa Lucia, Western Chirismas, and Eastern Chirismas.
England. No sauna.
Sweden. Sauna.
England. No Ice Hotel.
Sweden. Ice Hotel.
England. No Moose.
Sweden, well no moose (elk) either, but lots of signs for the Germans to steal.
England. Usually no snow. Though I was in Cirencester last Chirstmas and had nice snow there, and a couple of nice snow days in London. Primrose hill very beautiful with snow.
Sweden. Kalmar, not much snow. Stockholm and north, lots of nice snow. Stockholm is so beautiful in the winter, most tourists never see it then.
I'd have to say winter in Sweden wins hands down.
But then there's Santa Cruz, when you know christmas is coming when the "end of summer" sale signs go up on December 1. LOL. Even though the weather stays exactly the same until some time in January when it starts to rain for a month.
I love forbidden planet. Except it always being so bloody crowded.
Well let's see... English winter, rained all the time.
Swedish winter, dark all the time.
English winter, full of dumpling-like english girls.
Swedish winter, seasonal-affective-disorder and grumpy but still super hot Swedish girls.
English winter, cold beans... stewed tomato, english bacon, mystery tiny little sausages and tea with milk for breakfast.
Swedish winter, Kellogg's cornflakes & fil, or pytt-i-panna with egg and pickled beet, or pickled herrings for breakfast.
English winter, not much feasting except boxing day. Which nobody knows why it is called that or what it is a celebration of.
Swedish winter, three day orgies of mass consumption, Santa Lucia, Western Chirismas, and Eastern Chirismas.
England. No sauna.
Sweden. Sauna.
England. No Ice Hotel.
Sweden. Ice Hotel.
England. No Moose.
Sweden, well no moose (elk) either, but lots of signs for the Germans to steal.
England. Usually no snow. Though I was in Cirencester last Chirstmas and had nice snow there, and a couple of nice snow days in London. Primrose hill very beautiful with snow.
Sweden. Kalmar, not much snow. Stockholm and north, lots of nice snow. Stockholm is so beautiful in the winter, most tourists never see it then.
I'd have to say winter in Sweden wins hands down.
But then there's Santa Cruz, when you know christmas is coming when the "end of summer" sale signs go up on December 1. LOL. Even though the weather stays exactly the same until some time in January when it starts to rain for a month.
so last night i'm talking to black ballerina my swedish dreadlock colleague who some of you met at the ice house once last february...and she's like why don't you move out here so when i open up the 2nd shop you can run it for us.
um. its cold there...but it might be the total change i need to my life even though it would...
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lego_:
Ooh, ok! Hello!
I'm off to Sweden myself in 3 weeks' time- I'll let you know if it's any good Whereabouts will the shop be? Had a look at the site and I'm not even sure where the 1st one is
I'm off to Sweden myself in 3 weeks' time- I'll let you know if it's any good
Whereabouts will the shop be? Had a look at the site and I'm not even sure where the 1st one is 
maxamillian:
as far as doing the voyuer thing, well last race is donnington park in september if you're up for it
photo of my new cherries tattooed on the back of my neck now in my pics in the cakemix folder! 
my new tattoo...now thinking of extending the black tribal on my left arm up my neck and then balancing it with some red tribal on the right side.
have just spent the last day and a half pretty much naked in stripper shoes with my...
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my new tattoo...now thinking of extending the black tribal on my left arm up my neck and then balancing it with some red tribal on the right side.
have just spent the last day and a half pretty much naked in stripper shoes with my...
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unique3:
her name is Renee. she works at Splash of Color in Lansing MI where I live. it was my first piercing there. but thats where I got my tattoo. I will request her next time too! she was cool!
deleteddelete:
I like the new cherries. Nice.
That bed off yours seems to take a fair bit of punishment. You're gonna lie down on it one day and it's just gonna collapse into a pile of dust
That bed off yours seems to take a fair bit of punishment. You're gonna lie down on it one day and it's just gonna collapse into a pile of dust
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kingskottie:
hi hi hi!
deleteddelete:
Hola. Shame you had to disappear so early last night - we got up to antics that would make Larry Flynt blush. Hopefully meet you properly at the next night out. How was the gig?
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