ever since my best friend sonia passed away in april i've been really scared of losing people out of my life...probably why i can't let go of the puppy easily and why i'm upset about losing someone really flakie.
its also making it hard to allow myself to be loved my bouquet...we are both so guarded and jaded but the ice is cracking slowly.
anyway...have been really thoughtful today, so tried to cheer myself up by buying a new pair of blood red stilletos because the bright pink dior platforms i wore into the studio today have stretched and won't stay on properly. urgh
but even my new shoes couldn't break my blahs today. luckily reiss is having a sale so i'll pop along before the ship and bouquet is measuring me up for a new dress tomoro.
this personal tailor/girlfriend thing just might work out
its also making it hard to allow myself to be loved my bouquet...we are both so guarded and jaded but the ice is cracking slowly.
anyway...have been really thoughtful today, so tried to cheer myself up by buying a new pair of blood red stilletos because the bright pink dior platforms i wore into the studio today have stretched and won't stay on properly. urgh
but even my new shoes couldn't break my blahs today. luckily reiss is having a sale so i'll pop along before the ship and bouquet is measuring me up for a new dress tomoro.
this personal tailor/girlfriend thing just might work out
II've been wanting to get measured up properly, but I think I'm scared to know my exact measurements