cakemix

I wish I could be so without... nerves. I'm way too self-conscious- but I guess it's not such a big leap from having an artist boyfriend paint you nude and wanna put that on display... but I think you gotta feel real good about your body and yourself internally to even start in that field, which is.. probably strewn with mines. But I think if the place is training people, it's probably safer than some...

i'm feeling ok about it. my only concerns are that she isn't working somewhere that i know the ppl and that i can't always be there to meet her from work. i've got a good cab company i use that are all x military guys so i've made her promise to only use them when i'm not around.

i think its amaxing that she feels so confident that she can do this. even though i've done alot of naked stuff, i've never felt happy with my body. would like to do a shoot with her this summer though...