cait

Ok, so its probably kind of weird to talk about family issues on a porn site, but I need to vent.....

It keeps getting harder and harder to come home- which is part of why I try to come home so often in the first place. I watched my sister go through this and she hardly ever comes back anymore. I'm so torn between self-preservation, and wanting to keep the only family that I have together.

My father is emotionally abusive (along the lines of Chris Cooper in American Beauty, only really truly real life crazy)) and I've been trying for years to get my Mother to leave him. She is such a strong, wonderful person, but she keeps using money and Catholicism to justify staying with him, even though he keeps getting worse and worse. He is almost 60 years old, and he is on medication for diabetes, high blood pressure, high cholesterol....all sorts of things, but he refuses to take his medications. As his health is getting worse, so is his temper, and every time I come home he has something new that he hates about me. I really don't give a fuck, because after 19 years of him, I've pretty much gotten to the point where I know I'm the better person, and I can almost feel sorry for him......almost
So I think I'm going to try to have my mom come visit me next week, as to not have to deal with the situation.
Blah,
sorry to vent
Cait