cainroth

Mmmm... Drunken fun last night. My freind Crazy Tyler lives in the perfect house for a horror movie! We had beer, people ranging from 19-25 and crappy movies... But no murders. Oh well. Maybe next time.

I was dreaming that I was in bed and my daughter was waking me up. I had a house, and wife and daughter. Im in bed and looking down at her, shes real young. I think it may be the first day of school for her. Thats why shes up and dressed before we are. Shes not afraid of going. Shes afraid of being late....
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I had an amazingly vivid dream last night. No sex, but lots of love. I destribed it in my live journal, so wont go into it here. Im just about to turn in for the night, and Im hoping that the dream will continue.

Well. Cant get a link to the site, so you'll just have to be in suspense until I can post it....
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Rembering...

Girls I liked with Tinfoil crowns.
Basments and drugs and teach dogs tricks with Dorritos. Tarrot cards and long ago moments that I regret.

I'm sorry I couldn't... I wish I did.

Those days are long gone. So much regret...

Regret hits like a physical blow. Muscles tense, nerves tighten; the body clenches as if recoiling from an uppercut to the abdomen. Along with...
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Ok, WTF? Now its hot a gross out, and Im still lonely. It feels like I have one or two good days and then three or four sucky ones. Two steps forward three steps back.

I need a girl, I miss the cuddles.

Blah.

The stars are gorgeous tonight where I am! Absolutely stunning. The sky is perfectly clear, and crisp. It is a wonderfully autumn night. The kind to be spent outdoors cuddling watching the rest of the universe play out 100,000 light years in the past.

An early autumn... crisp and cold. These are the days that I long to spend with someone. These are the nights...
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I was quite suprised today when I checked out fark.com and found Voltaire there. Along with some of the other SG regulares. They were some very nice photo sets.

Now that V's tatoo has been filled in, it looks much better. Way more powerfull.

Ok. I must break the hearts of all the guys out there. I'm not gay. Sorry. Not to say that I haven't tried... Sorry I'm just not.

I have been hit on more by guys than by girls. It's sort of annoying. I want a girlfreind. But girls apparently don't like me.

I'd be some much less lonely if I were gay. And probly richer....
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I'm afraid to look into Fractal's eyes, even in the pics.
Whoa, so deep.

\/ begins to swoon \/
Shock
\/ falls on floor \/
So good.
\/ mumbles incoherently about dragons \/

Yeah, Im a silly guy.

RANDOM WRITING!

The wallet unfolds with a flick of practiced hands. The material is battle worn and sweat soaked, starting to turn black around the edges. The wallet has seen a few fights, but mostly good times, and carries all the most important data. It contains other things too years of memories, and hopes for the future.

Some guys carry condoms around in their wallet,...
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Ewww... My picture looks all scruntchy. Im too tired to fix it. Bleh.

So far Ive got my list of favorite SG girls down to Kiscica, Erin, Magggie, Katie, and Al. Although there are still more to explore. I think though that Al is leading the top of the list. Wow... She's all about the sexy. And the 'barred entry' is humorous and sexy!

Ohh! A journal thingy. I already have a journal thingy. That one is for pg thoughts though. Maybe Ill make this one different. Mmm... Creative outlet for sex. Sounds good.