caffeinatedcutie

Hope everyone is having a nice day.....It's pretty here in northern California, nice and sunny.....it will be time to use the pool soon yay! This blog is going to be completely random so bear with me....... So I haven't had sex since the end of 2005, It's been by choice, I've just been tired of meeting jerks and getting hurt and my last relationship damn near broke me.....When it comes to sex, I'm a horny little freak, I like everything, I'm VERY open minded and willing to try ANYTHING, I watch a lot of porn and touch myself, but lately I've just been craving sex bad, like BAD, REALLY REALLY BAD....Today was especially hard for me, I had a very graphic sex dream last night about someone I hardly know, who nearly has a girlfriend anyway (isn't that a bitch? someone catches your eye and ofcourse they are taken, blah!!!!!!) that left me horny all day, as I write this I'm still horny as hell.....it's not so much the sex act that I miss, we I do miss that, I just miss kissing and touching and feeling like I'm one with someone, I miss those manly smells, the feeling of someone's skin against mine, going to bed and waking up with someone......god!!!!!!!!!!! what a frustrating day......See this is why I should just keep myself busy with work and school, then my mind won't wander.