cadai124

this is my first blog... lets see where this goes. I dont even know where to start. I guess ill just keep typing shit. I just finished making dinner and cleaned the kitchen. I love to cook. one of my favorite things to do. sometimes i'll just cook something bc i am bored, and not even eat it. I guess im weird. I have this fascination with food. cooking it as well as discovering different cultural foods. Ive always thought it would be a great idea for me to start a business of my own. but knowing that a great deal of restaurants (other than chains) do not survive long whatsoever. so i think ill just keep it a hobby, keeping work separate from something i enjoy doing.

which brings something else to mind... I absolutely hate my job..its a dead end mindless job that really requires no skill, little to none physical activity and pays poorly. barely enough to survive. I hate living paycheck to paycheck. its a stressful and depressing matter for me. I would give a lot to go back to my old job as a bank operations lead. it paid well, the work was interesting and the people i worked with were great. i was laid off from this job as soon as the worlds financial stability started to be taken out from under. but this is why i am saving money when i can to put towards going back to school in the spring of next year.

Ive always pondered what i would major in... it was a toss up between something in the criminal justice field or something IT. So i figured id mix the two and go with computer forensics. it really appeals to me and IT/computing is not going anywhere anytime soon.

Well thats all for now...
thanks for reading.


pan seared sesame crusted tuna steak cooked rare.