cabaretic

all those dirty words
they make us look so dumb

you're insensitive that's the key word and you're irresponsible and you're so childish and you really don't know anything but you think you do

and drinking far too much

and i went out and paid her eighty dollar bar tab this time i'm not sure why except that i really just don't want to be alone and why do you like me so much when all i do is puke up my guts in the toilet every night and we have drunken sex and i'm so easy and i hate myself afterwards for destroying you

and neither of us
mean what we say

well, you and I
collapsed in love

and it looks like we might have made
it

looks like we made it
to the end

and don't talk to me again and don't talk to me again and don't talk to me again and don't talk to me again ever ever ever ever have you got that

phone's disconnected
faces torn out of
outdated file photos

what happened to us?

soon it will be gone forever.

infatuated only with ourselves.
and neither of us
can think straight

anymore.

well, you and I
collapsed in love

and it looks like
we might have made it

yes, it looks like we've made it

to the end.