Go to hell come to me
For I am a wicked child
Ive sinned
and I have so confused
And I am a wicked child
I am a wicked child
I am the devil's son
And I wish I could be good
i walk crooked, higher
and I wish I could be good
I wish I could be good
if i could get on the...
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For I am a wicked child
Ive sinned
and I have so confused
And I am a wicked child
I am a wicked child
I am the devil's son
And I wish I could be good
i walk crooked, higher
and I wish I could be good
I wish I could be good
if i could get on the...
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travelmo:
very impressive! I really like the dead girl material! I think that's what it's called! Bjork is your little pixie! that's great! let me know if you add more anytime soon! that'd be cool.
oddproxy:
hows the art show holding up?
i have a secret....
im crazy.
im crazy.
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escottie:
by telling me you're righthanded, it deepens the mystery of c456. righthanded quirky girl with her watch on the wrong wrist....
enough to vote, or enough to drink?
good morning.
enough to vote, or enough to drink?
good morning.
sakita:
some of us are crazy and some of us are sane. I find the sane ones to be a little more crazy than the crazy ones.
well except in cases of the guy who thinks he is superman
and the woman who calls me girl. she thinks she is very important. she coughs on me and tells me im no one.
well except in cases of the guy who thinks he is superman
and the woman who calls me girl. she thinks she is very important. she coughs on me and tells me im no one.
holy drama
so television produced these highly intence dramatic situations, which all have a sweet and perfect resolution accompanied by a melancholic soundtrack. this process lasts 24 minutes. all day and all night 24 minutes packed with drama and resolution.
and it seems that perhaps as television watchers we have decided that that kind of drama is something that we cannot live without.
so i...
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so television produced these highly intence dramatic situations, which all have a sweet and perfect resolution accompanied by a melancholic soundtrack. this process lasts 24 minutes. all day and all night 24 minutes packed with drama and resolution.
and it seems that perhaps as television watchers we have decided that that kind of drama is something that we cannot live without.
so i...
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oddproxy:
a femanist? heh, i would be up for it, but we would have our work cut out for us..heh.
oddproxy:
me again.. what was that web adress again for ur art? when i posted a new journal, all the comments left. i really want to see ur stuff..sorry bout that
today its 04/04/04 and im wring this at
04/04/04 04:04:04
yeah!!
(ok im not, but it looks cool no?)
04/04/04 04:04:04
yeah!!
(ok im not, but it looks cool no?)
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nebel:
and i thought i was the only one who got excited about that sort of stuff!!!!
billybillybilly:
i've had just such a wonderful day that you should delete this message before you go further.
I'm moody cause it's my guy time of the month or something and I took you off my list because I don't want to deal with more bullshit. I can get down on myself BY myself. I don't need help with that.
I'm moody cause it's my guy time of the month or something and I took you off my list because I don't want to deal with more bullshit. I can get down on myself BY myself. I don't need help with that.
c456:
you wont believe it
where were you when they build a latter to heaven?
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billybillybilly:
...oh yeah, I was also eating cheesecake and trading garbage pail kids cards with my friends.
travelmo:
i was looking at your sexy pictures!
i just realised how old i am
murkling:
I had a bit of a breakdown when I turned 25 . I did use it as a positive jumping off point however . I got my shit together and went back to school. That has made a lot of difference for me.
My advice is to find someone even older who is less successful or at least no more sucessful than you and buddy up to them. Whenever you start to feel old draw comparisons.It works for me.I use him to justify lots of things really...very useful.
My advice is to find someone even older who is less successful or at least no more sucessful than you and buddy up to them. Whenever you start to feel old draw comparisons.It works for me.I use him to justify lots of things really...very useful.
sarc:
I had a quarter-life crisis when I turned 25. I'm really not looking forward to three more. eep.
juxaposed against the immence amout of work, i choose to coward in the corner. juxaposed between a wall and another i become insignificant. juxaposing my past with my future i realise nothing will change.
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yea!
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yea!
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sarc:
Lots of juxtapositions there.
n2ocowboy:
Hey!
Whats up.
I like your fantasy. ha!
Whats up.
I like your fantasy. ha!
this is soo embarasing
artist statement
intrigued by psychology, my creations are dialogues of depression and psychosis. i use the child and childlike forms as a symbol of frailty, innocence and resilience. Stitch by stitch, with couching as my medium, i enter a meditation, isolating myself from the world. in my constant need for empathy and support, and my failure and fear of reaching out,...
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artist statement
intrigued by psychology, my creations are dialogues of depression and psychosis. i use the child and childlike forms as a symbol of frailty, innocence and resilience. Stitch by stitch, with couching as my medium, i enter a meditation, isolating myself from the world. in my constant need for empathy and support, and my failure and fear of reaching out,...
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nebel:
artist statements aren't supposed to be good....but that one is aces all around. but you didn't say anything about juxtaposed!!!!! it's not an artisit statement without juxtaposed!!!
murkling:
Don't get too down on yourself. As much as you loathe what you did it is actually a good statement.
I did cave in and go to sleep last night, sorry.
The other students are all just jealous of the art ed majors because they have actual job prospects upon graduation.
I am a film/video major myself. Art school has a whole different set of hassles but overall I still think I prefer it to " regular school".
I did get a deadline, a " hard deadline". Monday doom shall fall ( at around 2:10pm est). At least/unfortunately this is a group projct so I won't go down alone.
I generally prefer sarcastic optimism to outright pessimism but it doesn't always translate well in text. Maybe if I click my heels together hard enough I can turn my pessimism into sarcastic pessimism for the reverse effect.
Some of your comments sound sort of familliar....
I did cave in and go to sleep last night, sorry.
The other students are all just jealous of the art ed majors because they have actual job prospects upon graduation.
I am a film/video major myself. Art school has a whole different set of hassles but overall I still think I prefer it to " regular school".
I did get a deadline, a " hard deadline". Monday doom shall fall ( at around 2:10pm est). At least/unfortunately this is a group projct so I won't go down alone.
I generally prefer sarcastic optimism to outright pessimism but it doesn't always translate well in text. Maybe if I click my heels together hard enough I can turn my pessimism into sarcastic pessimism for the reverse effect.
Some of your comments sound sort of familliar....
im so stressed i want to puke
artist statement?
what the fuck
i need you to light candles for me
and pour the hot wax on your sensitives
and think possitive thoughts
and picture me naked.
should i start sending voodoo dolls of myself?
will they still work if i make them myself?
artist statement?
what the fuck
i need you to light candles for me
and pour the hot wax on your sensitives
and think possitive thoughts
and picture me naked.
should i start sending voodoo dolls of myself?
will they still work if i make them myself?
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murkling:
I banged the hell out of my elbow and half of my fingers are partially numb. Does that help your cause?
Deconstructing your disillusionment and dissapointment with the society in which we live and the people who populate it in the form of...illustrations etc.
Inflicting karmic mayhem on future generations with the stab of a pin into the eyeball of an idol of the idolater.
Deconstructing your disillusionment and dissapointment with the society in which we live and the people who populate it in the form of...illustrations etc.
Inflicting karmic mayhem on future generations with the stab of a pin into the eyeball of an idol of the idolater.
murkling:
Art school I assume. So are you an illustration major then?
I am not up against any immediate deadlines yet. Maybe that is my problem. I should just quit playing in photoshop and go to bed. I do have a class in 8 hours. That doesn't mean that I will. So where is this exhibit? I like the application by the way. We should start a discussion about artistic endevours or continue it I don't know.
I am not up against any immediate deadlines yet. Maybe that is my problem. I should just quit playing in photoshop and go to bed. I do have a class in 8 hours. That doesn't mean that I will. So where is this exhibit? I like the application by the way. We should start a discussion about artistic endevours or continue it I don't know.
no control
i cant control everything
no control
out of control
i cant control everthing
there is nothing i control
i cant control everything
i cant control anything
i cant control everything
no control
out of control
i cant control everthing
there is nothing i control
i cant control everything
i cant control anything
dancing saves lives.
neglecting the defening pulsating seductive sounds of a live concert should be against the law
uncomfortable shoes should also be against the law
heartbreakers should be against the law..
i hear sirens
they will put me in a padded room,
im wathcing stigmata, i have an insanity fetish.
neglecting the defening pulsating seductive sounds of a live concert should be against the law
uncomfortable shoes should also be against the law
heartbreakers should be against the law..
i hear sirens
they will put me in a padded room,
im wathcing stigmata, i have an insanity fetish.
nebel:
i haven't been to show in fforreever.
you're making me itch ta go.
thanks, man.
to bad there aren't any i can go to.
bah!
you're making me itch ta go.
thanks, man.
to bad there aren't any i can go to.
bah!