buzzgringo

where has the time gone. It seems to go faster and faster.
I still remembre the day my dad comitted suicide. I was 4 years old. The shame I felt when I stole money from my grand-mother. I was 8. when I was ten I turned into brace-face for over a year. At the age of 16 I became a real man. 17 a scout came for me from Sparta ( a soccer team in the dutch league) kinda fucked it up by starting to drink, smoke and doing drugs. Became a dad at the age of 20. and wham!!! I'm 32.
this story actually took longer to write then when I thought of it, but made me realise how fast the last ten years of my life went. It is difficult to make a choice between living and resposibilities. Meaning I would like to be a full time musician but I also have a morgage and a child to suport (even as a part time dad). Don't get me wrong I'm enjoying my life. but I'm lookin forward to my midlife-crisis wich will take about 6 years to arrive. and taken the speed the last ten years took. it will probably feel like a split second.

So now to the beautifull things in life.
Got a suprise birthday present today in the form of a brand new SG named sky this natural beauty with a body to die for really took me by suprise cause I didn't know she signed up to be an SG. sky you rock !

take what you need
leave what you don't
share what you love

and when you don't know what to do
do " the nike-man ".

just do it

and to all

Buzz Gringo

oh eh and you're all invited to my party on friday.