FUCKING GET THIS...
...So last night i get off work, right? i start to get this slight feeling in the back of my head. At that moment i couldn/t really describe it. It was just an odd feeling. I go to the bar with Matt and have a couple beers. Stay for an hour. Then leave. Well as i'm leaving that feeling i had is stronger now. I felt like something was wrong. Something wasn't right. I'm on my way home debating wheather or not i should call Nikki to ask if she's ok.
I decided against it.
It's about 10:05 a.m. right now. Ten min. ago Nikki called me asking if i could come get her from the hospital cause she got depressed and drunk last night and cut herself. She's fine, nothing bad. She cut herself on her leg to try and get rid of some words on her leg that she carved in there like, 5 or 6 months ago. Before her and i started dating. (this isn't the first time this has happened. Look back on my journal entries)
I'm pissed off right now for not calling her when she needed someone. I'm even more upset that i can't go pick her up. Her dad is going to.
I FUCKING KNEW SOMETHING WASN'T RIGHT!!!!!!
i feel helpless.
...So last night i get off work, right? i start to get this slight feeling in the back of my head. At that moment i couldn/t really describe it. It was just an odd feeling. I go to the bar with Matt and have a couple beers. Stay for an hour. Then leave. Well as i'm leaving that feeling i had is stronger now. I felt like something was wrong. Something wasn't right. I'm on my way home debating wheather or not i should call Nikki to ask if she's ok.
I decided against it.
It's about 10:05 a.m. right now. Ten min. ago Nikki called me asking if i could come get her from the hospital cause she got depressed and drunk last night and cut herself. She's fine, nothing bad. She cut herself on her leg to try and get rid of some words on her leg that she carved in there like, 5 or 6 months ago. Before her and i started dating. (this isn't the first time this has happened. Look back on my journal entries)
I'm pissed off right now for not calling her when she needed someone. I'm even more upset that i can't go pick her up. Her dad is going to.
I FUCKING KNEW SOMETHING WASN'T RIGHT!!!!!!
i feel helpless.