burtlo

The latest accomplishments are in a whole 'nother slew of the acronyms and buzzwords. It's all trivial and a drop in the bucket. Sometimes I think that at the end it will amount to a lot of something. Some cache of points. There are other times where I believe that it will be an optimization, time spent for the current day for what will, of course, feed a future for me - but one that carries with it the strong chance of equating to nothing. A creative way to twirl my fingers during my daring dive through life.

I would worry that my activities could be thought as equating to too much reality, lacking a humanity. Hours seated in front of the keyboard, moving about letters, numbers and symbols upon a screen - like a puzzle. If it is not some servitude that drives me than is it an addiction? Far too much of gritty humanity, lacking the necessary dose of reality.

I continue to think that there is really another question that is much more important: what would come about in the absence? So as not to define a reality in what it is and what it isn't but what it would be in the absence of any 'is' - In that vacuum I continue to feel a richness that continues to feed my every day efforts as my craft gives back to me.