burne

it's days like this that i truly hate my job.

I don't work here that often, probably 3 times a day, 12:30-5, but it seems like everytime I work I tend to feel like I fucked up when in reality I was feed mis-information. today I came here and the place was empty. the doors were lock and i managed it get in anyway. I called my boss up and asked her if she wanted me in...cause...no one was here, then she went into saying that I was joining this person on a field job when I told her that I could'nt do it due to school.

I mean, she makes no sense at all. I told her " you were supposed to call me to let me know you got the message that I couldn't do field work"

"oh" she said

I mean I fuck up alot, but I can't stand it when I think I did something wrong and I start to feel guility about it, and come to find out that I did nothing wrong in the first place... I would like to quit, but it's the only job that'll let me work 3 days a week, and still work on my book and school. it's just irritating