burne

I'm in one of those moods where I want to destroy something beautiful. I'm not mad mind you, I'm just "getting there"

I've been thinking all day long, while doing my homework, about everything, coming up with a theory for this, and one for that. it's kind of mind warping, cause it seems like the ideas, or answers I come up with are from some place else. it's like what if something exisited outside that all idea, and imagination came from. like a virtual realm with everything, it was like I was unlocking that percent of my brain that I don't use, and in it was a reciever that picked up a person who knew the answer, like a mental information superhighway.

I haven't been doing drugs, I promise.

like today, I had a dream that I was wondering what time it was, and it was 9:18, and when I woke up. I looked at the clock and it was 9:18, It 's like I didn't need to know anymore. I didn't need to study or to assertain information over and over to know it. I knew it. I knew it was 9:18. it's like how can you program your body to wake up at a certain time without an alarm clock or anything, you know mentally that you have to wake up and....ah who cares.

I might was well be apart of the rabble, and have real problems, like cheating loved ones, or how come i can't find a job, or pride myself on being happy by having shit i don't need,or if this girl I like, likes me too, cause thats what living is for huh?