So by definition I am a gamer I first started playing games as a kid back when the nes was a thing and I really enjoyed rpgs I played a ton on a lot of different systems. Then came a fateful day 2004 I think it was summer for me I got this new type of game called a mmo it was Ff xi and...
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It started w picture yesterday, as I thought back to a time where life was better I knew what love was and I felt ok I remembered what it was like to love. It all seems so foggy now what was it that we said while holding hands or why did we have that fight. Absence is supposed to make the heart grow fonder but...
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I’d like to say that I take photos of myself and that there are some good ones out there the truth is there are not too many reason being. I don’t have a lot of good ones I’m not happy or bubbly by nature nor does that emotion come very easy to me. If I take a photo it’s usually for a purpose but there...
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So I got a txt from a so called person who cared now just for context, I’m a person who suffers from depression I try not to let it define who I am but the battle is real. So today the text I got was thus and maby I read too much into it but here it goes.
“I draw w silver and it turns...
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Found this gem today so hauntingly beautiful
Today my heart broke little today as I found out my ex is getting engaged to another guy who’s not me
Ok today I was eating at a restaurant alone pretty crummy day just rl stuff and stress well today an older gent was with his family and they were eating and enjoying the day. But today this man paid for my meal and I don’t know why he did just told me to have a nice day. Well I got to thinking I hope I...
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Good lord I need hugs and kisses today