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Friday Jun 10, 2005

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To realise that no one ever really changes.

The demons dogging you now are the same ones you had when you were 5, 12, 16 and 21.

Their claws get sharper so they don't hurt the same when they dig into your skin.

Maybe you can hide them from everyone for a time. But they are always there. Always.

Once a junky, always a junky. You may not have the same junk as me, but we all have something that chases.

Tell yourself that you will get and do better. Try for a time until you get tired. Try again. And again.

It all ends the same way. One day you won't have to try anymore.

Sisyphus.

Overcoming one's own self is the only war worth fighting. And there will never be victory. Ever.
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al:
Next week, probably. Today is no good for me. Don't worry, we'll be in soon, though.

Dunx needs yellow.

That makes me think of Mars Needs Women.
Jun 16, 2005
anitalife:
Yeah, still lots of shit to deal with. Except now I get to drink while dealing with it, so I really shouldn't complain.

Here's to three months of being unemployed and unemployable! biggrin
Jun 16, 2005

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