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Sundays always leave me with a funny feeling of dread. I don't know if it is the impending work week or the downer after Friday and/or Saturday nights. All I know is, Sunday evenings are usually the worst of the whole week.

Lately, I've been beset by anxiety, and I'm not even sure what is causing it. Whether it is my recent situation with work,...
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I can remember a time when my life was simpler. Over the course of this weekend, I ended up sleeping with one of my best friends (yes, the same one from prior blogs), had my most recent ex come to visit me when I specifically told her not to, and then I had an awkward dinner with the friend to talk about what happened... except...
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The world renowned graphic designer Stef Sagmeister released a book recently entitled "Things I Have Learned In My Life So Far" with some maxims for living. And while these may not be the most profound insights, I do appreciate the risk he takes in doing this, and I thought I might post these here.

1. Helping other people helps me.

2. Having guts always works...
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contemplating the day, i'm kind of thankful for the dreary monotony of it. it's the start of a lunar new year, and it's nice to leave behind the confusion and deluge of emotions i've had over the past couple weeks.

i finally got around to taking all of my ex-girlfriend's pictures down. in a moment of weakness, i stared a little too long at one...
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i'm listening to the cars pass by and my friend has just left after teaching me how to make pork chops and watching an old movie with me. she's pretty, but she doesn't want me. not tonight anyway.

this is my first blog post, and i don't really know what to write. life's been kind of a mindfuck lately -- my gf of 7 years...
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