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32,000 words and 72 hours without sleep. i now no longer bear any resemblence to that bright eyed image on the left. i feel surprisingly fine though, wish those dancing kittens would just leave me alone and get back in their spaceship though.

i'm too tired, too sad and too extinguished to participate in this right now. I used my finest kitchen knives ot inflcit injury upon myself again, i know i'l regret it in the morning but hey, i feel better now and that's what counts right?

so i've done 23,000 word now for this assignment and just when i feel like i can finish there's suddenyl shitloads more i need to write. it's starting to feel like
a
huge
black
hole
of never
ending
Word
Misery
thank fuck it's in for the end of next week!

it's 23:16 and i'm sat watching live cosmetic surgery and i'm thinking: this is some fucked up shit. there's blood and fat and skin and people being sliced up and sometimes there's no physical improvement. It pisses me off how everyone has to be trimmed and plucked and lasered and sliced in order to look 'better'. And all these ideas come from managzines and...
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stupid film companies, why do we have wait another two months to see Sin City?

It looks absolutely amazing as well......

i have achieved the following things since the last update:

1. finished with 2 girls in 1 week and felt sad
2. got told i was too young by Milly. ouch.
3. completed a 21,000 word dissertation on Mastering
4. lost a stone in weight but then put it back on.
5. stopped drinking so much coffee.
6. shoplifted from ASDA because i could (only...
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fuckety fuck i'm stressed.

ok so last night was not totally a blowout. I pulled!
Got myself the hottest milf called Milly. Oh yeah and she was 34. Which was excellent although i can hardly tell anyone about it because me & a mate slipped away out one club from our group and went straight into another one.

Today's outlook: sunny.

i'm angry... so fucking angry. my housemates have decided to invite the one fuckwit in our house out with us and it's ruined my evening.

Fuck it i'm going to trashed and break something. Probably something of mine

Geting a new tattoo 2morrow! hope it fucking hurts too i need something to counteract my rage. I'd go into details why i'm agnry but there's just...
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if one more person says to me 'haha brad pitt' i'm going to hit them. i am clearly NOT brad pitt. Nor would i ever wish to be. bastards.

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On a lighter note, found one of those laser gun packs where you get 2 guns and 2 chest packs on the internet; going to get 2 of them & take them round the industrial...
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